-December 31st. I woke up only to find the girl of my dreams that I fell asleep with in my arms, still in my arms. I love the way she snuggles against me and wakes up to my touch. I love seeing those big beautiful green eyes the first thing in the morning. We cuddled in bed for a few hours and decided that today we would go on our lunch date. We got out of bed and headed to the kitchen to make cereal and watch the office. Something you will always find us two doing when we wake up. After we were done eating and I put our bowls in the dishwasher, I headed off to the shower. Kayla remained on the couch keeping our spots warm. After I got out it was time to get ready for both of us to get ready. Justin came over sometime in the evening and we were finishing getting ready. Once we were ready for the day we all headed over to Noodles and Company for dinner. We got our food and it was so fucking amazing. Justin and I just had to show Kayla how bad she was missing out. After dinner Justin wanted to go for a drive so we headed up towards Immigration Canyon. I've never been up there so it was new for me. It was a nice drive. It was filled with sing-a-longs, laughs, and talks. We watched the sun go down and it was amazing. Finally we were on our way back and we decided to check out the house show out in T-Ville. We stopped at Albersations before we got to the show because I had to make a bathroom trip and get some Snapple.
We were back on the quest to find this house show, we got lost due to Shayne giving us the wrong Address. Finally we found the house and it was time to tear shit up.
we arrived and all of my original family was there and a bunch of close friends. All the bands were amazing for a house show and we had a very fucking good show for the last show of 2008. We tore that fucking house apart!!!
After the show we all headed up to Shaynes to celebrate the ending of 2008 and the beginning of 2009. Mom bought CARNIVORE PIZZA!!! and we sat around telling our stories and sharing our laughs with others. Some out in between hanging out with everyone a fire work war broke out. Fireworks were flying in and out from the second floor of the house onto the front yard. This went on for a long time. Finally Ivan and Devin got the idea's of throwing Molotov's.
Midnight finally struck and I couldn't ask for anything more than to spend it with the girl I love. We were eachothers first New Years Kiss. I've never been so happy and nervous. After the night slowly died out and a few people almost blew themselves up playing with fireworks. Jordan, Kadee, Justin, Kayla and I headed back to my place so we could call it a night. Everyone went to bed right away. Kayla and I fixed ourselves some Hot CoCoa and snuggled up and drank it. We spent the rest of the night cuddling, kissing, talking, laughing, and watching Step Brothers. It was the best way to end the year and start the year. You have nothing on our relationship!
MY RELATIONSHIP > YOUR RELATION SHIP: MY FRIENDS > YOUR FRIENDS
- December 30th. After a good nights rest I awoke to a phone call from Justin telling me about a road trip to Cali. We confirmed that it was a go and I got out of bed to find my brother and mother packing yet again. My mom was packing for New Orleans because she was attending The Sugar Bowl to support our Undefeated Utah Utes. My brother was packing because he would be staying the weekend at Jess and Brett's place.
Justin headed over around 3ish and we talked about the trip and planned things out. I hung around the house waiting for Kayla to call to let me know if they were in town. They took for fucking ever so me and Justin bounced to The UPS store so he could send something and then we headed on over to Dan's place. We arrived and Billy and Tracie were down from The Wonderful "Sin City." Billy got his lip pierced and it was Tracie's turn to get her ears D punched. We watched Anthonee set up and do his business. Dan had to peace out to gay band practice and we waited. Ms. Logan showed up and hung out with us and finally Jordan and Kayla found their way to the house. I barely waited for Kayla to open the door before I dragged her out into my arms. We sat outside a bit longer than everyone else and held eachother tightly stunned. The night was just beginning...we went back inside to hang out with everyone and we all remained in the basement doing our usual things.
Finally the whole family and everyone that was expected to show up finally got over there. From here on out it was hell. Devin got his punk ass over and we headed to go get food. We got some food and headed back to Dan's. I had this plan and didn't know where to find one and I looked up and sure enough Dan had what I needed hanging in his house. I grabbed Kayla and pulled her underneath this plan of mine. Told her to look up only to find a mistle toe above our heads. My first mistle toe kiss, and the first of hers. After kissing for a few minutes Ivan, Kayla and I bounced out with Weston so we could go meet up some other people so we could head to my place and watch movies. We all headed over to Betos so the girls could eat. We bumped into Austin, Dan, and Dallyn over there. Jordan and Devin met up with us at Betos and we all chatted for a bit, eat and bounced.
We finally arrived to our destination, stopped at Wal-Mart to get drinks and treats for the night. I got Kayla some flowers and this bright idea to set up her Christmas presents. We had her wait in the living room and Ivan, Caitlin and I set up the gifts. Once they were set I covered her eyes and walked her into the room so she could she her late Christmas. It turned out a lot better than I had planned. I recieved my Christmas card and letter from her and had to read it. It was honestly one of the most beautiful things I've read from Kayla. I never knew she could put so much emotion and love into her words. It defiantly took me off my feet just like she does. We set up a little bed so we could have a talk, everyone watched movies and then bounced. We got ready for bed and it was more than an hour before I was knew the boys weren't coming back. So I shut down the lights and locked the doors and called it a night. Kayla and I spent another amazing night in Fort Ricco in eachothers arms. Talking and making eachother laugh. Nights with here are the thing I look foward into the day. Just knowing that I get to fall asleep next to the women I love, and to find my self waking up with her still in my arms. It completes my day.
-December 29th. We packed our bags and grabbed some things. Tightly stacked them in the trunk of the vechile, made our second and third trips around the house to make sure we didn't leave anything, said our goodbyes to our love ones and headed for the road. After about 8 hours of driving and stopping for food and gas we finally made it home from vegas around 7ish. Kayla ended up calling me and I spent the rest of my night un-packing and talking to her. It was the best way to come home.
-December 28th. Woke up sicker than sick this morning. Did everything I could so I could get back on my feet before the new years. It sucked. For the third night we had another amazing Mexican dinner. Got ready and headed down to Vegas. It has been the coldest in Vegas. I've never witnessed the weather being so cold during the Winter Months. We walked around the strip for the night and had a good ol family time. Lorenzo and I split up so we could move ahead and let our mom and grandma do their own thing. We ended up at The Miracle Shops walking around and getting "free drinks cards" it was pretty funny because I'm not 21 nor is my brother. A few hours later we met up with the family and headed back to the car. We grabbed a bite to eat and it was on the way home for a good nights rest. I spent the rest of the night watching Taboo for the third night and Hunt or Hunted or something like that. Some shit with Alligators eating stupid people. It was sick wit it!!!!
-December 27th. Woke up to my Grandpa making Coffee and some of the family walking around the house. Honestly really did nothing today but lie around. Chatted, snacked on food, and got some things ready for when I got back. We all headed to this giant store type of thing so my mom and Grandma could buy some things. Kayla called and I talked to her for about an hour while I played in a wheelchair. Then some fuck head was jealous and told me to get out cause he wasn't having fun. Afterwards we hit up Wal-Mart and then came home and we spent the rest of the day watching movies with my Grandma. It was a pretty relaxing day.
-December 26th. My mother walked in to confirm that the roads were good and we were on our way to Las Vegas. My brother and I got ready in like 10 minutes and were ready to go. We had to wait on our mother to get ready and make sure she had everything she needed for the trip. Once she was ready we headed over to Sears to pick up our car that we would be renting. They weren't there when we arrived so we headed over to Smith's to pick up some Drinks and Snacks for the trip. Once we were done there we headed back over to get the car. They were there so we grabbed the car and we were off to the house to throw our luggage in.
Once we were packed it was time to hit the road. It was four hours before we stopped in Cedar City to grab some food and gas. About an hour after that my mother and I switched spots so she could rest. That only lasted about an hour and a half before my mom insisted that she drove because she thought she could get around the snow traffic. She was wrong. A few hours later we arrived in Vegas and to my Grandma's house. They had been cooking all day for our arrival. We had some amazing Mexican food. Probably one of the things I miss besides my Grandma being in Vegas. I forgot how amazing and good it is. We sat around and visited for the rest of night.
-Decebmer 25th. MERRY CHRISTMAS! Hope everyone had a good one.
-December 24th. Christmas Eve...what beautiful and amazing words. They just bring the vibe and comfort of being home. That is exactly what I did today. Woke up to Devin tapping on my window and waking me up. Went for a drive and talked and then I came home to get ready for the day. The rest of the day was a cozy day at the house with the scent of cinnamon and spice in the air, presents being wrapped, the mother and brother walking around. Today was a good day. FUCK EVERYTHING BE CLOSED EARLY THOUGH!
-December 23rd. Woke up early to head over to the Dentist. Afterwords my mother and I ran some errands around the town and grabbed some food. We came home after running our errands and Devin came by to pick me up. I grabbed my clothes and mobbed down town with Devin. We stopped to get him some sick as Taco Bell and headed towards the house. Along the way we seen some random ass Crack Head standing in the street just staring and smoking a ciggy; we laughed for a few minutes and finally got to Nikki's. We arrived an no one was there besides B-Money and Spencezord. We hung out with them and watched the Jazz lose to the Bucks. Spence was fucking furious. It was quite hillarious. Afterwards all of the usuals showed up and we watched the TCU vs. Boise State Bowl Game. That was a good game. I talked to Kayla for a bit and then things got in the dumps. Nikki made dinner and I called Kayla to talk to her for a couple of hours. I'm so glad to have the girl that I have. I love you so much Kayla Rae Anderson. After talking to her I talked to her mom for her bit. Got off the phone with both of these lovely ladies to go back into a room of I love you Ricco and hugs. We hung out for a bit and then Devin and I bounced to found ourselves freezing our fucking asses off in 12 degree weather. Yeah fuck that shit! I swear I almost got frostbite from just standing.
-December 22nd. Met up with everyone in the aves and Nikki made us dinner. It was beautiful and so amazing! After everyone filled their stomachs it was time to gear up and hit the hills. It was sledding night! After a few hours of sledding it was time to head back to the place to warm up and hang out. B-money and I ended up watching Dexter and than I had to peace out to come home and go to bed. DENTIST TOMORROW!!!!!!
-December 21st. I'm kinda inspired to form a list of things I want to do before I die. This is called a "Bucket List". I don't know if you(reader) has seen the movie but it's a damn good one. Werst got me thinking about shit I want to do in my life. We have greatly inspired eachother in our life times so here's to you little brother.
1. Travel the West Coast in a three week period of time.
2. Visit a Buddist Temple(Asia)
3. Have my own place with a partner, or the boys.
4. Have my place like a art gallery!
5. Move to Seattle or Portland.
6. Jump from a Waterfall
7. Fix up sick ass Fixie or Roadie
8. Sound and Fury Fest and Rivalary Fest
9. Travel across the States.
10. Road trip to Canada!
that's all I have but I know my life will be like this everyday
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-December 20th. Werster woke me around 11ish when he shook the bed and went to the bathroom. I passed out for another hour or so and woke up cause I was starving. Werst got up and got online, I grabbed a bowl of cereal and got to the eating. We stayed in doors for most of the day. Missed Kuhr paint and laughed how lazy Scrubs is. A couple hours rolled by and Werst went back to bed due to a headache. I guess the fool was thinking to hard or something. My Mother and I laughed and chatted in the living room for a bit and then she gave me some money so my brother and I could go grab some food when she left. I woke Werst up and we bounced!
After food we went over to Wally-World to get some pepsi-cola and batteries for our camera's. Hours went by and we were still just chilling and listening to music. Once we were done with that we headed over to his house so he could shower and grab some clothes. We spent the rest of the day at his place. We grabbed a pizza and split that shit right down the middle. We put in Bench Warmers and watched that; I thought it was fucking hillarious, had some good laughs. We pulled out the Canvas's and started getting to work while munching on some bomb ass almonds from the mall (you know the ones that are only around X-mas time at Fashion Place? Yeah that's up.) My second mom and her man were watching movies in the other room and Werst and I sat around enjoying our brotherly company. After a short period of time we put in "We are just friends" and then Beau-Beau-Ski-Wotten-Dotten came home from work. He told us that some old dude tried to pick him up and we shared a good ol laugh. The rest of the night consisted of me calling Dumplin and seeing if she still wanted me to head over. Around 3 I called for the last time to wake her out of her sleep and to hear all of the boys in the background. I wasn't leaving any time soon from where I was at so I let the night die at that. Shortly after that Werst and I headed over to Wally-World once again to buy some more Canvas and check the price on a new camera. In the process of him putting the camera on hold I bumped into Jesse and his girlfriend. We chatted about the same ol shit everyone asks about(drama) I rambled on how I don't care and how me and the boys are drama free and howeverything is just perfect. In the process of catching up my amazing and beautiful friend Mellany came up on me with Shelby. We chatted about how if we aren't married by our 30's than we are hitting eachother up and getting married. We both confirmed that we were DEAD set on this thought. Laughed about it and then bounced. I talked to Jesse for a bit more about setting up a New Years Show in Provo with all the homies and then Werst and I bounced back to his place.
Conclusion of the night. Beastie Boys and Canvas; pulled in my parking stall around 5:43ish. What a fucking Saturday!
-December 19th. After school I was caught in a blizzard. I was driving for 2 hours when it really should have taken about half an hour. Headed over to Oakley's to watch the homies paint. Scrub was putting in work. Werst and Omen was sitting around just chilling. I came over and complained about the streets and we watched Scrub do his thing. Oakley went and picked up Kiloe and he come over all pissy cause he just woke up and didn't do shit. Omen left to hit up a show at Kilby. Werst, Scrub, Oakley and I sat around and watched Oakley spin some shit. It was pretty fresh! We all headed out around 9 o'clock. Oakley went up to PC for a party and Scrub went home for food and sleep. Werst and I headed back over to my place to hang out and crash. Before we reached my house we checked out this abandoned place. We headed towards the back and found a glorious parking lot filled with about 2 feet of snow just chilling. I said fuck it and we raced through it only to find our selves drifting through this glorious parking lot with snow flying over the car. I don't know if you surf..but it was like going through the tunnel of the wave. But in this case it was nothing but the greatest snow on earth!!! We came home hung out and I passed the fuck out before he did. He woke me up to show me some chick and I went back to bed. That was the kick off to the weekend.
-December 18th. I don't remember; this is all I wanted
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-December 17th. Stayed home sick with Food Poisioning all day. =/
-December 16th. My brother and I woke up pretty early.(6:30) A first for me not to hit snooze and crawl back into the warmths of my layered blankets. I got some good sleep; considering I was out by 8 P.M. We walked outside to find out a fucking blizzard. I'm assuming it started snowing after I went to bed and it didn't stop all day at school. After school Garrett and I grabbed his car and went drifting for a few hours. Headed to Wendy's for some Drift food and filled our stomachs. After eating and getting some free food from the cool dude behind the counter(UPS TO THAT DUDE!) Garrett took me to my car. We raced down a snow filled street while two old people watched us in shock!
I ended up coming home and walking into the warmth, security, and comfort of "HOME".
Since then I've been in my house walking around, talking with my mother and making plans with the boys, and trying to figure out what I'm going to get Kayla for Christmas. I have an idea but I'm not sure yet.
I want to give her something that is going to xONE UPx everything she's gotten from a past boy. I want to give her the feeling she gives me. Even on the snowiest days with this girl. She makes it feel like a Tropical Paradise. Being Snowed in with her and being FORCED to stay another day was Morgan Freeman's(GOD) gift to the both of us. I don't know what else to say...but she defiantly gave me the best snow day of my life and made it seem like I was at the beach all weekend long. Check it out
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-December 15th. Woke up out of coldness! Grabbed my hoodie looked at the time after suggling up next to Kayla to find out it was 11:30. I was like fuck..we didn't go meet your mom on her break so I could meet her, and Spencer wants to go. I called Spencer up and he was like I'm on my way. I packed up my stuff and threw on some comfy clothes for the drive. After packing I layed down with Kayla for the remaining time. We chatted, cuddled and laughed till he arrived. Spencer arrived shortly and it was time to do the one thing I hate the most. Say goodbye! We said our goodbyes, came back for more kisses and then I was gone.
Spencer and I drove down to the Bk Lounge to grab some food before we left. We sat there and talked shit on the servor. When I asked for A Rodeo Burger she got all pissy and was like "WE DON'T HAVE THOSE!" We got our food and hit the freeway. We eat and blasted some I Declare War and talked more on how he eats babies. The roads were way good until we hit price. We were doing 30 for the time being. Then the snow just kept coming down. More and more snow just kept coming our way. Spencer was a little nervous and said we might have to spend the night in Price. The GPS was gay and died again. So we through that shit out the back window and bumped some Mortal Kombat and decided people should dance to this at Raves. haha We made pretty good time coming home. Arrived home to a BEAUTIFUL covered snows and a sunny day. Apparently there was a Avalanche the day I was in Fruita, and it took a womens life. Our Mountains don't fuck around cause she was Skiing in bounds. For some reason..I was sleep deprived and had bags under my eyes. I made a few comments, told Kayla I loved her and was in bed by 8. It was a laid back Monday; though to me was my Sunday!
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-December 14th. Kayla and I woke up at a pretty good time today. Only to find us not leaving bed for hours. We sat in bed watching Dumb and Dumber, making jokes, and cuddling on this Snow Day. We finally got up and grabbed some breakfast around 4 o' clock in the evening. After our breakfast it was time to get ready for the day. Got ready, waited for Kayla, watched the whole (n1nth) cloud show that I missed, and hung out with C-los and Holly. They brought some kind of snacks over and we all hung out. Brenda went to Dinner with her Fam so the four of us headed over to Kayla's so I could meet her family. Her mother wasn't there, but I was honored to meet her Father and her brother Dakota. After having the chance to meet these people the four of us headed over to the Bk Lounge to feed our faces. Got our food and came back to eat. Watched Labyrinth and have spent the rest of the night laughing, making cruel jokes, having awkward moments, wanting a pepsi and loving the snow. Tomorrow I will hopefully come home.
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-December 13th. Woke up late afternoon. Had a few bowls of cereal with Kayla and then got ready for the day. We spent most of the time terrorizing Brenda's room and throwing her care bears around. We sat and did nothing all day. We waited for Brenda to get off work, and Holly to come over. Holly and Brenda made some bomb ass potatoes and later Arther had Kayla make Snickerdoodles! Around 10ish the storm blew in. It was Fruita's first snow of the season and I was sitting there thinking when the fuck is this going to stop. It just kept coming down. I really wanted a pepsi so I took the chance of going to get one. Kayla and I fired up Brenda's SWEET RIDE and headed off towards the Gas Station. On the way there we could not see through the back window, the front window had ice on it and the defroster took too long to defrost. We stopped by City Market first cause it was on the way and they had vending machines outside. Well Fruita has to be gay and close stores early, and their machines. So it was back to the Gas Station where we got Pepsi and Dr. Pepper. We drove and drifted some corners on the way home. We arrived at Brenda's to snack on some Snickerdoodles and get ready for the bed. Tonight was the night I got snowed in Fruita with the girl I love.
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-December 12th. Woke up and got ready. I had to make sure all the clothes that I was bringing on the trip were dry. They showed no signs of being damp so it the go ahead to pack. Went to school for a couple of a periods and then at lunch it was time to eat and meet up with Spencer in the parking lot. Headed out and Spencer was supposely waiting for an hour he was saying(asshole) We were both a little hungry so we decided to grab some food before we headed on the trip. NOODLES AND FUCKING COMPANY!!! Got some discounted food and got to see Mister. Adam H. After we ate our Penne Rosa and whatever that green shit was we were off to the car. On our way out Spencer was talking about getting munchies for the trip. The pepsi dude just left his car wide open so I was like pull over and I'll grab that case of Gatorade. We pulled over and everyone in their god for saken minds was just staring. A little sketch so we bounced and hit up Phillips, stole some drinks, filled up and raced down the freeway. Once we got out of Provo and were headed through the Canyons we stopped playing with the GPS cause it was gay and wouldn't shut up; I fell alseep for a good half an hour. I fell asleep to some good ol breakdowns and woke up to some Gangsta Ass Luda!!!!! The window was dirty as fuck and you couldn't see the lines on the road. I asked Spencer how it managed that and he said it started to rain right after I was out and then the dirt just smeered. He had the brite idea to through his Noodles cup at the window to get it wet. Doing 70 and throwing a drink down at your own window isn't a good idea. The wind pulled back the cup and only covered a little portion of the top left window. The rest was on Spencer and down the inside of the door. We laughed about this for a good 5 minutes and I went back to going in and out of sleeps. I would wake up every once in awhile to through my stunna shades on and talk to spence.
We got caught up behind some diesels and spencer it was time to take advantage of the passing lane and dropped down to third and we flew by everyone like nothing. We didn't end up stopping. We just kept increasing our speed till about 120 and then coasted for a bit. Five minutes later Spencer flew off the road like a mad man and was like FUCK I HAVE TO PISS. We both ran out of the car to take a bathroom break. While we taking care of Nature a few trucks came by and honked their horns(they knew what was up). Me and Spencer rushed back to the car. Put on some BBABH and was destined to catch up and honk back. This time we increased our speed and our arrival time by doing 140 for a good 20 minutes. Finally we passed our last stretch of Desert with a shit load of trains in the distance and made it to Green Mile. We were still not doing the speed limit but who gave a fuck? About another hour went by and we bumped some gangsta ass shit. We put in I Declare War and decided that their singer has been "breeing" since he was three. He eats babies heads for breakfast, and eats nails for snacks. Right before this I got on the subject on how Lesbians are funny because when they fuck it's like taking two cars and running them into eachother. It's fucking stupid, and it's just plain funny. 30 Minutes went by and we were to our destination. We went to the mall cause Brenda was answering her phone so I could see Kayla smile. We found Brenda but Kayla was off doing something. We met up with Toby, Jake and some beezer and sat in the food court. About 15 minutes later the oh so familar face that keeps me up at night was approaching my way. Toby and I decided I should just get up and leave when she came to the table. So I did only to see an expression of a jaw dropping face saying "REAL MATURE". After the jokes and Kayla being retarded we walked around the mall ALL FUCKING DAY!(fucking stupid) I told Toby to hit up C-los because that's the only reason I was in town. Los and Holly came about 2 hours later. We all went and got dinner and had to wait 40 mintues for them to catch a nigga chicken, kill it, cook it and give it to me. Once my stomach was fool and we were getting looks from everyone in Wendy's we bounced back to the mall to grab Holly's car. We drove around for a bit and headed to Wal-Mart to buy groceries and other things.
We headed back to the mall to get a hold of Brenda and was going to tell her that we were going with Holly and Los and would meet back up with her later. That didn't happen and we just sat in the car and listened to Carlos yell at everyone. Brenda finally pulled up with her boyfriend and we were off to her place. First we had to stop at her moms to deliever a present or something. Hung out for a bit and chatted in Kayla and I's room and then called it a night. Kayla set up the bed, I put in Superbad only to find out it didn't work and fell asleep around 5ish? I don't know..but I slept amazing.
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-December 11th. Trisha came and got me and we headed over to the mall to visit Dan at work. We sat there for a bit talking and chatting and trying to get our plans straight for our Road Trip. Pretty much got down the the point where I knew my ride was going to bail. Dan informed with me some infor that a homie of mine was going down to Grand Junction the same time I was. I hit him up and made sure that he was till heading down to GJ for the weekend. We confirmed that he could give me a ride and that we would go our sperate ways until Sunday. After everything was set up and I was now going to Grand Junction for sure Trisha and I bounced from the mall and headed down to Nikki's. We talked along our ride down there and we finally reached our destination. All of the usuals were there. We all shared some good laughs and takls. Then Nikki was getting ried or some thist and put in the Hulk and then left the room. Justin, Nato, John Brown, Myself and Trishaa(was gay on the computer) watched that for a bit. I came to the conclusion with a few of the boys that Edward Norton is CHUCK NORRIS!!! That's what was up. I bounced to my house to do some laundry and get packed for another adventure to my xKool-Aidsx Arms once again. Around 1:32 Lyndsye and Micheala came over with some Pepsi and some candy. We visited for awhile because I don't remember when the last time I've caught up with them too. They left, I passed out. Tomorrow will be another day =]
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-December 10th. Went to school, came home, took pictures, went to bed. 197
-December 9th. Around 5 o'clock my mother was awake, getting ready for work. I ran outside really fast to retrieve the phone from the car so Kayla could see what time she had to leave. We were blessed with a few more hours. I came inside to find out that in the short period of time that I was gone; my mother had came in and met the one I call mine. So far so good... Shortly after laughing about the situation we fell back in bed. We sat and talked, traced our fingers over eachothers skin, and smiled my brother was now waking up. He walked in and we didn't even feel the need to look up. Kayla remained wrapping her arms around me and cuddling with me.
Introduced my brother to the girl who has kept me smiling and cracked a few jokes. It was nothing but good vibes. About half an hour later my brother was ready for me to take him to school. Kayla came along for the ride. We dropped my brother off and it was back to my house to fall back into blankets for a bit longer. We came back, layed in bed for a bit, had some breakfast and then I had to take her to somewhere I highly hate. That place was leaving..We were both pretty bummed on the drive to meet up with Matt. There we were..letting eachother go for yet again, another time. We hugged one last time, kissed the lips we call ours, and I drove away from the girl that should be here as we speak. From then...all I could do was look back in my mirror and wait till the distance took them out of my sight. I hate saying goodbye..
I called up Bonnie to see if they were over at Ihop still and met up with them. Hung out at Ihop and felt like shit. I was so sleep deprived I didn't even want to attempt school. We all bounced from Ihop and I headed back to my house for some breakfast and to get ready from school. Still with no sleep hours with me I grabbed my keys and bounced. Almost fell alseep a couple of times at the wheel I had finally made it to school. Went to the rest of my fourth period. Went to Print Making and PASSED THE FUCK OUT!! After that I decided I couldn't make the rest of the day and went home to pass out.
I slept for awhile, talked to Kayla off and on, went to Shiela's, fell asleep again, came home and talked to Kayla for the rest of night. Tonight we both knew that she still should have been in my bed in my arms, but only time will tell when that thought is reality. I could re-live this day of no sleep with the girl I'm head over heels for everyday.
-December 8th. Sleep deprived from excitement and lack of rest. School went by so god damn slow and I was so tired I didn't want to go to remediation. Went home for a bit and got things set up and hung out for awhile. Made a few calls around and finally found someone to save me from my house. Ivan, Nikki and Trisha came and picked me up around 10:15ish. We stopped at Wal-Mart to get some drinks and then head down to the aves. We got to Nikki's and a handful of people where there. Everyone expected and some new faces. We all ended up hanging out, chatting, surfing the web and doodling. While I was on the web I was speaking with Tara about Kayla's arrival and making sure what was happening so I could go see her. Towards the end of the night everyone had their face glued to their paper sketching shit out. Dumplin ended up falling alseep and stole the dog(lyndsey marie) that loves me more away. Ivan and I made way more than enough calls to Matt's phone to see where they were at but no answer. After everyone was done drawing they put in Iron Man. I sat there and tried to finish as much as I could before the light went out. Drew in the dark for a bit with my ipod as my back light and then received a phone call from a oh so familar voice. It was the voice that has came me up so many nights prior to this, the voice of happiness. I talked to Kayla for a bit and after she asked where I was I told her I was on my way too meet her.
It was now about 1:20ish and I decided that I was not going to sleep on this night. Some where in between getting off the phone with her and having Ryan took me home. I came up with a plan; a plan to steal Kayla away from everyone from the night so we could spend it together. I had Ryan take me to 711 so I could pick up some Hot Chocolate for Kayla and I. I ended up over filling one of the cups and then burnt my tongue on the boiling chocolate beverage. We paid for the Hot Chocolate, got Ryan some food and gas money and it was off to buy flowers. The whole time I had made a plan to be a ninja so they couldn't see me but then he found another store. I ran in and saw some beautiful pink roses, turned out they were dying and out of the corner of my eye I seen these sparkling Red ones. I grabbed them without checking the price, checked out and bounced. I got a call asking where I was and replied "Down the street, I will see you in a minute". Come to find out they were at the wrong Wal-Mart. This gave me time to grab my vechile and get everything set up. We waited for quite awhile because Tara and Sara had no idea how to find my house.
Finally I got them where I could see them and was all smiles. I finally was in arms length of the one I call mine. All smiles and the warmth of her body; my head was in the fucking clouds. After we chatted with everyone we said good night to Tara, Sara, Ryan and Matthew. I walked to my car and got in...Kayla walked around right into the plan. She opened the door and was forced to move the blankets. Only to find a dozen of Roses with her name on them. She claimed them and was nothing but a red face and smiles. We parted our ways from the rest of the group and told her that she had hot chocolate waiting for her. We headed North for the rest of the date. She had no idea where we were going. I've never seen her so happy. Seeing that smile and her eyes light up was the night for me. She was glued to the window looking out the surroundings that I call Home. We hit the city and I showed her usually what the day consists of and who I am. After the drive through the city and some talks it was time to finish off the trip. Ended up past the Capital to the "Top of the World" aka Enzyme Peak. We parked the car and I told her to grab her hot cocoa and her blanket. She was in nothing but awh..looking around and only finding herself to be looking at me. I asked for her hand and told her it gets so much better and guided her through the fresh greatest snow on earth. We were then found in eachothers arms, wrapped up in blankets and drinking hot chocolate. Being cute and just having the most amazing thing ever. After cuddling and kissing eachothers cold lips we headed back to the car. She started walking over to the door thinking she was getting in before I stopped her and told her I don't think so. Opened the door and sat her down. I found her then waiting for the kiss before we left. We headed down the road and started talking about what to do next.
We drove around for a good 20 minutes before I decided on either another peak. It was that or back to my house. We both felt more comfortable going back to my place so we headed there. Once we arrived at my place and got out of the car, we found eachother holding hands and I've never felt something so right. It didn't seem like she was leaving...this seemed and should be the way it is now. We quitely snuck into the house, and into my room. It was then were we could finally have our late night conversations and didn't have to wish for eachother by one another's side. She finally got to see what the boy of her dreams does on a nightly routine with her on the phone. We got in bed and was so fucking content being able to cuddle and hold one another. I honestly didn't want this to end. We sat up all night talking, watching A Knight's Tale, cuddling and just being who we are. Since we didn't sleep I have to carry this day on. So far this was one of the best days spent with her. I love you Kayla Rae Anderson. I'm so glad you were by my side through out the night.
-December 7th. Sunday. Didn't want to do anything today. I was pretty sore for some reason. Later in the day I met up with all the boys down at trisha's. I some how ended up talking to Kayla later in the day after receiving a few things that she was passing through town. Talked to her till we both fell alseep and that was the day.
-December 6th. I woke up to Mark telling me how Winston beats me at snoring. Laughed a bit and headed up to the hotel to shower. After everyone was showered and I was partly dressed Mark grabbed his Stunna Shades and yelled bitches we are going to Vegas, better get ready!!! We all loaded up in the bus and headed our way to Rio Grande so we could park. Once we were parked and locked up the motion of freight trains came flying by. It was honestly one of the best ways to start off the days because some other random dude was more pumped on the trains then I was. It never fails at putting a smile on my face and giving a romantic and breathe taking movement. After the freights passed we headed into the Rio Grande to decide when we wanted to hit up the buffet and plan out our day. We walked around the Rio and checked out some shops, then we met up with some girls that Mark had knew. Said what's up and bounced to the Shuttle to the strip. We headed North on the strip first on our adventure. Checking out our favorite hotels and getting some excerise so we would be pumped for dinner. We walked the entire strip with plenty of activities. We headed over to The Fashion Show mall and went into Hot Topic to see if they had the Chelsea Grin cd and Hermione Merch. We complained and then Mark and insisted that EVERYONE had to go through their own door and look like a bad ass when you came out of it! We all picked up our doors and on the count of 3 busted through them like g's! Then Mark's flipping off the camera just started. We hit up all the hotels and ran into a bunch of priceless things. There was some bum over by Bally's that was talking about he doesn't give a fuck if he is drunk or not, shit he could have been drunk. It was some funny shit. Dan and I's main goal was to get every stripper/hooker card that we could so we could give the stack to his mother. They were the baseball cards. We had a good time hitting up all the hotels. Dan almost got in a fight with a bunch of scene d-bags and then Mark and Brad ragged on him for the rest of the weekend. We hit up Game Works at some random point and played some video games, then after that we went to the Coke place. Dan and I decided we were going to try 16 different beverages from around the worlds. A few of the other boys ended up doing the same and we all hated this white like sprite drink. The first of it was ok then fucking disgusting. It was like strong cough medicine and it burned like no other. It was pretty fucking disgusting but all the others were pretty damn good. After we visted hotel after hotel, gambled, and walked the trip it was time to head back to the Rio for dinner. Once we waited a good 45 minutes for the shuttle and figured it would have been faster if we walked. We were finally there. We arrived at the Rio and rushed to Dinner. Got our table and ate a ridicolous amount of food. Brad, Anthony and Jason ate so much Crab it was priceless. Everyone else did their own thing and stuffed their stomachs. After about 5 plates from everyone, a couple of bathroom trips, and desert we headed back to the bus to go pick up Bill and Tracie. We all ended up back at the hotel for some more swimming and tubbing. It was our last night in Vegas. Dan and I weren't so pumped on it. We ended the night in the bus with a big group of people. One of the greatest days and best trips ever.
-December 5th. Today was the day I gaven the chance to visit my second home. A place where you would look at my lifestyle and wonder why the fuck I would want to go back. It's been my second home, it still makes me feel like a little kid at Disney Land for the first time. Even though my second home isn't in California. I know I can always reside to Viva Las Vegas!!! I've been in shock all day and have never been so pumped for a trip. It was the beginning of the weekend!
We hit were already and on the road around 1:15. We had a legit set up in the bus.
6 bunk beds, 1 tv, dexter, a whole lot a food, and "the neighborhood". Our adventure down South wasn't too bad and then we got caught up in Payson and everyone was flipping the fuck out. There is never traffic in Payson and we were there sitting in it. We were all pretty content with our spots. Some would take a minute to rest their ends and others like myself were glued to the tv. After 4 hours of Dexter and few gas station trips were finally in St. George meeting up with some beezy's at Jack in the Box. Mark and I laughed at them and Dan and Anthony chatted away. We thought it was funny that they would text Dan the whole way down saying how excited they were for us to get there and didn't even end up talking. We laughed about that for a good 20 minutes and it was time to focus on more Dexter and snacks. We only had half the battle with the road completed. About 3 hours and 47 minutes later we were on our final stretch of pavement. Mark and I laughed about the 24 hours porn department and Mark was making sure that he was taking a run away mexican out of state hahah. It was last call and we could finally see the aura of Las Vegas! We were all pumped as fuck and I stayed glued to the windshield, sitting on some random things to just to be in awh. We drove through the strip, I was looking at the one thing that I know where ever I am at I will feel connected to =] and hit up our hotel for check in. Once we had our bags pulled in and everyone decided where they were going to sleep we hit up Billy the kid, Tracie, and Kristy to come hang out. Once they arrived it was HOT TUB PARTY! Just imagine about 7 dudes running around in their underwear and bringing the ruckus. We tubbed for a couple of hours then headed back to the hotel to shower off and get some rest for the day a head of us. Jason, Brad and Jordan crashed in the hotel and the rest of us brought our party to the bus and stayed up for a couple more hours before we fell asleep. It was the beginning of our amazing guys only trip in my second home.
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-December 4th. I don't really care about anything. Once again fucking stupid! I want to write something so private that the world will never know of. But that defeats the point of my writing...I want everyone to see it and know how I feel. So I'm not going to say anything at all.203
-December 3rd. Waited up once again for nothing. Fuck fuck fuck fuck December 3rd. Stupid fucking day! All I want to do is run...run into the thing that always leaves, yet always comes back. I want to meet the sunrise that I so desperately wait for on the weekends and wake up too during the week. The sunset is an all day process and I am glued to the windows waiting for it fall at the right time. When that time comes..I'm weightless, happy, content. I would love nothing more than to capture these feelings in a jar. To be able to put my prize possession next to my bed. To have it whenever I please....to the eye I'm a man. To the heart I'm a sailor. I'm a slave to rhe rocky blue sheets with diamonds strewn across them. They move my life in beautiful and dangerous motions. I'm a slave to the day...it has complete control of me.204
-December 2nd. Today's blog will have a part of December 1st and later the real December 2nd will take a part. Today was a legit as fuck Monday! I had a 12 hour school day. Came home to a fixed dinner and waited for Rochelle to get off work and give me the call. Trisha and Nikki messaged me telling me that they wanted to come kidnap me but then I got the call and I grabbed my shit and bounced. Not thinking because I was in a hurry to get the fuck out of my house I forgot to do a couple of things my mother had asked of me. I got in the little Rabbit and we zoomed off with no destination until we were entering Sandy when we decided we would go down town to see the lights. We arrived to our destination and were on the hunt for a bathroom. On the way to Carl Jr's we passed something that had the stench of death, and piss. It was the corner of New York haha. After we took a bathroom break we were off to get hot chocolate and walk around South Temple and check out all of the Christmas lights. We walked around and talked for a good hour; possibly longer and then that. It was my goal to be in the the back ground of everyone's pictures that they were taking and being a smartass to everyone watching fucking statues. After we walked around for a bit longer and I stole Rochelle's apple and ate it we decided to head back to the car. We were supposed be heading home but instead we ended up talking about everything for I don't even know. Time was lost when we started talking. Talking and being able to vent about things to someone of the same sign(aries) is such a better positive thing than to talk to someone else who isn't.
These past couple of days I've kicked my ass emotional, and am getting my shit together to be all what I can be. Thank you Rochelle and Melanie for getting my head in the game. -December 1st and 205
-December 1st.
I'm kicking off December a little early.
I still believe in one man, one women.
I still believe in true love.
I still believe in love at first sight.
I still believe in trust.
I still believe in loyality.
I still believe in Big Foot.
I still believe everything happens for a reason.
I still believe in what I stand for.
I still believe in my friends.
I still believe in my family.
I still believe within myself.
You can't change this!
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-December 20th. Werster woke me around 11ish when he shook the bed and went to the bathroom. I passed out for another hour or so and woke up cause I was starving. Werst got up and got online, I grabbed a bowl of cereal and got to the eating. We stayed in doors for most of the day. Missed Kuhr paint and laughed how lazy Scrubs is. A couple hours rolled by and Werst went back to bed due to a headache. I guess the fool was thinking to hard or something. My Mother and I laughed and chatted in the living room for a bit and then she gave me some money so my brother and I could go grab some food when she left. I woke Werst up and we bounced!
After food we went over to Wally-World to get some pepsi-cola and batteries for our camera's. Hours went by and we were still just chilling and listening to music. Once we were done with that we headed over to his house so he could shower and grab some clothes. We spent the rest of the day at his place. We grabbed a pizza and split that shit right down the middle. We put in Bench Warmers and watched that; I thought it was fucking hillarious, had some good laughs. We pulled out the Canvas's and started getting to work while munching on some bomb ass almonds from the mall (you know the ones that are only around X-mas time at Fashion Place? Yeah that's up.) My second mom and her man were watching movies in the other room and Werst and I sat around enjoying our brotherly company. After a short period of time we put in "We are just friends" and then Beau-Beau-Ski-Wotten-Dotten came home from work. He told us that some old dude tried to pick him up and we shared a good ol laugh. The rest of the night consisted of me calling Dumplin and seeing if she still wanted me to head over. Around 3 I called for the last time to wake her out of her sleep and to hear all of the boys in the background. I wasn't leaving any time soon from where I was at so I let the night die at that. Shortly after that Werst and I headed over to Wally-World once again to buy some more Canvas and check the price on a new camera. In the process of him putting the camera on hold I bumped into Jesse and his girlfriend. We chatted about the same ol shit everyone asks about(drama) I rambled on how I don't care and how me and the boys are drama free and howeverything is just perfect. In the process of catching up my amazing and beautiful friend Mellany came up on me with Shelby. We chatted about how if we aren't married by our 30's than we are hitting eachother up and getting married. We both confirmed that we were DEAD set on this thought. Laughed about it and then bounced. I talked to Jesse for a bit more about setting up a New Years Show in Provo with all the homies and then Werst and I bounced back to his place.
Conclusion of the night. Beastie Boys and Canvas; pulled in my parking stall around 5:43ish. What a fucking Saturday!
-December 19th. After school I was caught in a blizzard. I was driving for 2 hours when it really should have taken about half an hour. Headed over to Oakley's to watch the homies paint. Scrub was putting in work. Werst and Omen was sitting around just chilling. I came over and complained about the streets and we watched Scrub do his thing. Oakley went and picked up Kiloe and he come over all pissy cause he just woke up and didn't do shit. Omen left to hit up a show at Kilby. Werst, Scrub, Oakley and I sat around and watched Oakley spin some shit. It was pretty fresh! We all headed out around 9 o'clock. Oakley went up to PC for a party and Scrub went home for food and sleep. Werst and I headed back over to my place to hang out and crash. Before we reached my house we checked out this abandoned place. We headed towards the back and found a glorious parking lot filled with about 2 feet of snow just chilling. I said fuck it and we raced through it only to find our selves drifting through this glorious parking lot with snow flying over the car. I don't know if you surf..but it was like going through the tunnel of the wave. But in this case it was nothing but the greatest snow on earth!!! We came home hung out and I passed the fuck out before he did. He woke me up to show me some chick and I went back to bed. That was the kick off to the weekend.
-December 18th. I don't remember; this is all I wanted
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-December 17th. Stayed home sick with Food Poisioning all day. =/
-December 16th. My brother and I woke up pretty early.(6:30) A first for me not to hit snooze and crawl back into the warmths of my layered blankets. I got some good sleep; considering I was out by 8 P.M. We walked outside to find out a fucking blizzard. I'm assuming it started snowing after I went to bed and it didn't stop all day at school. After school Garrett and I grabbed his car and went drifting for a few hours. Headed to Wendy's for some Drift food and filled our stomachs. After eating and getting some free food from the cool dude behind the counter(UPS TO THAT DUDE!) Garrett took me to my car. We raced down a snow filled street while two old people watched us in shock!
I ended up coming home and walking into the warmth, security, and comfort of "HOME".
Since then I've been in my house walking around, talking with my mother and making plans with the boys, and trying to figure out what I'm going to get Kayla for Christmas. I have an idea but I'm not sure yet.
I want to give her something that is going to xONE UPx everything she's gotten from a past boy. I want to give her the feeling she gives me. Even on the snowiest days with this girl. She makes it feel like a Tropical Paradise. Being Snowed in with her and being FORCED to stay another day was Morgan Freeman's(GOD) gift to the both of us. I don't know what else to say...but she defiantly gave me the best snow day of my life and made it seem like I was at the beach all weekend long. Check it out
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-December 15th. Woke up out of coldness! Grabbed my hoodie looked at the time after suggling up next to Kayla to find out it was 11:30. I was like fuck..we didn't go meet your mom on her break so I could meet her, and Spencer wants to go. I called Spencer up and he was like I'm on my way. I packed up my stuff and threw on some comfy clothes for the drive. After packing I layed down with Kayla for the remaining time. We chatted, cuddled and laughed till he arrived. Spencer arrived shortly and it was time to do the one thing I hate the most. Say goodbye! We said our goodbyes, came back for more kisses and then I was gone.
Spencer and I drove down to the Bk Lounge to grab some food before we left. We sat there and talked shit on the servor. When I asked for A Rodeo Burger she got all pissy and was like "WE DON'T HAVE THOSE!" We got our food and hit the freeway. We eat and blasted some I Declare War and talked more on how he eats babies. The roads were way good until we hit price. We were doing 30 for the time being. Then the snow just kept coming down. More and more snow just kept coming our way. Spencer was a little nervous and said we might have to spend the night in Price. The GPS was gay and died again. So we through that shit out the back window and bumped some Mortal Kombat and decided people should dance to this at Raves. haha We made pretty good time coming home. Arrived home to a BEAUTIFUL covered snows and a sunny day. Apparently there was a Avalanche the day I was in Fruita, and it took a womens life. Our Mountains don't fuck around cause she was Skiing in bounds. For some reason..I was sleep deprived and had bags under my eyes. I made a few comments, told Kayla I loved her and was in bed by 8. It was a laid back Monday; though to me was my Sunday!
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-December 14th. Kayla and I woke up at a pretty good time today. Only to find us not leaving bed for hours. We sat in bed watching Dumb and Dumber, making jokes, and cuddling on this Snow Day. We finally got up and grabbed some breakfast around 4 o' clock in the evening. After our breakfast it was time to get ready for the day. Got ready, waited for Kayla, watched the whole (n1nth) cloud show that I missed, and hung out with C-los and Holly. They brought some kind of snacks over and we all hung out. Brenda went to Dinner with her Fam so the four of us headed over to Kayla's so I could meet her family. Her mother wasn't there, but I was honored to meet her Father and her brother Dakota. After having the chance to meet these people the four of us headed over to the Bk Lounge to feed our faces. Got our food and came back to eat. Watched Labyrinth and have spent the rest of the night laughing, making cruel jokes, having awkward moments, wanting a pepsi and loving the snow. Tomorrow I will hopefully come home.
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-December 13th. Woke up late afternoon. Had a few bowls of cereal with Kayla and then got ready for the day. We spent most of the time terrorizing Brenda's room and throwing her care bears around. We sat and did nothing all day. We waited for Brenda to get off work, and Holly to come over. Holly and Brenda made some bomb ass potatoes and later Arther had Kayla make Snickerdoodles! Around 10ish the storm blew in. It was Fruita's first snow of the season and I was sitting there thinking when the fuck is this going to stop. It just kept coming down. I really wanted a pepsi so I took the chance of going to get one. Kayla and I fired up Brenda's SWEET RIDE and headed off towards the Gas Station. On the way there we could not see through the back window, the front window had ice on it and the defroster took too long to defrost. We stopped by City Market first cause it was on the way and they had vending machines outside. Well Fruita has to be gay and close stores early, and their machines. So it was back to the Gas Station where we got Pepsi and Dr. Pepper. We drove and drifted some corners on the way home. We arrived at Brenda's to snack on some Snickerdoodles and get ready for the bed. Tonight was the night I got snowed in Fruita with the girl I love.
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-December 12th. Woke up and got ready. I had to make sure all the clothes that I was bringing on the trip were dry. They showed no signs of being damp so it the go ahead to pack. Went to school for a couple of a periods and then at lunch it was time to eat and meet up with Spencer in the parking lot. Headed out and Spencer was supposely waiting for an hour he was saying(asshole) We were both a little hungry so we decided to grab some food before we headed on the trip. NOODLES AND FUCKING COMPANY!!! Got some discounted food and got to see Mister. Adam H. After we ate our Penne Rosa and whatever that green shit was we were off to the car. On our way out Spencer was talking about getting munchies for the trip. The pepsi dude just left his car wide open so I was like pull over and I'll grab that case of Gatorade. We pulled over and everyone in their god for saken minds was just staring. A little sketch so we bounced and hit up Phillips, stole some drinks, filled up and raced down the freeway. Once we got out of Provo and were headed through the Canyons we stopped playing with the GPS cause it was gay and wouldn't shut up; I fell alseep for a good half an hour. I fell asleep to some good ol breakdowns and woke up to some Gangsta Ass Luda!!!!! The window was dirty as fuck and you couldn't see the lines on the road. I asked Spencer how it managed that and he said it started to rain right after I was out and then the dirt just smeered. He had the brite idea to through his Noodles cup at the window to get it wet. Doing 70 and throwing a drink down at your own window isn't a good idea. The wind pulled back the cup and only covered a little portion of the top left window. The rest was on Spencer and down the inside of the door. We laughed about this for a good 5 minutes and I went back to going in and out of sleeps. I would wake up every once in awhile to through my stunna shades on and talk to spence.
We got caught up behind some diesels and spencer it was time to take advantage of the passing lane and dropped down to third and we flew by everyone like nothing. We didn't end up stopping. We just kept increasing our speed till about 120 and then coasted for a bit. Five minutes later Spencer flew off the road like a mad man and was like FUCK I HAVE TO PISS. We both ran out of the car to take a bathroom break. While we taking care of Nature a few trucks came by and honked their horns(they knew what was up). Me and Spencer rushed back to the car. Put on some BBABH and was destined to catch up and honk back. This time we increased our speed and our arrival time by doing 140 for a good 20 minutes. Finally we passed our last stretch of Desert with a shit load of trains in the distance and made it to Green Mile. We were still not doing the speed limit but who gave a fuck? About another hour went by and we bumped some gangsta ass shit. We put in I Declare War and decided that their singer has been "breeing" since he was three. He eats babies heads for breakfast, and eats nails for snacks. Right before this I got on the subject on how Lesbians are funny because when they fuck it's like taking two cars and running them into eachother. It's fucking stupid, and it's just plain funny. 30 Minutes went by and we were to our destination. We went to the mall cause Brenda was answering her phone so I could see Kayla smile. We found Brenda but Kayla was off doing something. We met up with Toby, Jake and some beezer and sat in the food court. About 15 minutes later the oh so familar face that keeps me up at night was approaching my way. Toby and I decided I should just get up and leave when she came to the table. So I did only to see an expression of a jaw dropping face saying "REAL MATURE". After the jokes and Kayla being retarded we walked around the mall ALL FUCKING DAY!(fucking stupid) I told Toby to hit up C-los because that's the only reason I was in town. Los and Holly came about 2 hours later. We all went and got dinner and had to wait 40 mintues for them to catch a nigga chicken, kill it, cook it and give it to me. Once my stomach was fool and we were getting looks from everyone in Wendy's we bounced back to the mall to grab Holly's car. We drove around for a bit and headed to Wal-Mart to buy groceries and other things.
We headed back to the mall to get a hold of Brenda and was going to tell her that we were going with Holly and Los and would meet back up with her later. That didn't happen and we just sat in the car and listened to Carlos yell at everyone. Brenda finally pulled up with her boyfriend and we were off to her place. First we had to stop at her moms to deliever a present or something. Hung out for a bit and chatted in Kayla and I's room and then called it a night. Kayla set up the bed, I put in Superbad only to find out it didn't work and fell asleep around 5ish? I don't know..but I slept amazing.
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-December 11th. Trisha came and got me and we headed over to the mall to visit Dan at work. We sat there for a bit talking and chatting and trying to get our plans straight for our Road Trip. Pretty much got down the the point where I knew my ride was going to bail. Dan informed with me some infor that a homie of mine was going down to Grand Junction the same time I was. I hit him up and made sure that he was till heading down to GJ for the weekend. We confirmed that he could give me a ride and that we would go our sperate ways until Sunday. After everything was set up and I was now going to Grand Junction for sure Trisha and I bounced from the mall and headed down to Nikki's. We talked along our ride down there and we finally reached our destination. All of the usuals were there. We all shared some good laughs and takls. Then Nikki was getting ried or some thist and put in the Hulk and then left the room. Justin, Nato, John Brown, Myself and Trishaa(was gay on the computer) watched that for a bit. I came to the conclusion with a few of the boys that Edward Norton is CHUCK NORRIS!!! That's what was up. I bounced to my house to do some laundry and get packed for another adventure to my xKool-Aidsx Arms once again. Around 1:32 Lyndsye and Micheala came over with some Pepsi and some candy. We visited for awhile because I don't remember when the last time I've caught up with them too. They left, I passed out. Tomorrow will be another day =]
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-December 10th. Went to school, came home, took pictures, went to bed. 197
-December 9th. Around 5 o'clock my mother was awake, getting ready for work. I ran outside really fast to retrieve the phone from the car so Kayla could see what time she had to leave. We were blessed with a few more hours. I came inside to find out that in the short period of time that I was gone; my mother had came in and met the one I call mine. So far so good... Shortly after laughing about the situation we fell back in bed. We sat and talked, traced our fingers over eachothers skin, and smiled my brother was now waking up. He walked in and we didn't even feel the need to look up. Kayla remained wrapping her arms around me and cuddling with me.
Introduced my brother to the girl who has kept me smiling and cracked a few jokes. It was nothing but good vibes. About half an hour later my brother was ready for me to take him to school. Kayla came along for the ride. We dropped my brother off and it was back to my house to fall back into blankets for a bit longer. We came back, layed in bed for a bit, had some breakfast and then I had to take her to somewhere I highly hate. That place was leaving..We were both pretty bummed on the drive to meet up with Matt. There we were..letting eachother go for yet again, another time. We hugged one last time, kissed the lips we call ours, and I drove away from the girl that should be here as we speak. From then...all I could do was look back in my mirror and wait till the distance took them out of my sight. I hate saying goodbye..
I called up Bonnie to see if they were over at Ihop still and met up with them. Hung out at Ihop and felt like shit. I was so sleep deprived I didn't even want to attempt school. We all bounced from Ihop and I headed back to my house for some breakfast and to get ready from school. Still with no sleep hours with me I grabbed my keys and bounced. Almost fell alseep a couple of times at the wheel I had finally made it to school. Went to the rest of my fourth period. Went to Print Making and PASSED THE FUCK OUT!! After that I decided I couldn't make the rest of the day and went home to pass out.
I slept for awhile, talked to Kayla off and on, went to Shiela's, fell asleep again, came home and talked to Kayla for the rest of night. Tonight we both knew that she still should have been in my bed in my arms, but only time will tell when that thought is reality. I could re-live this day of no sleep with the girl I'm head over heels for everyday.
-December 8th. Sleep deprived from excitement and lack of rest. School went by so god damn slow and I was so tired I didn't want to go to remediation. Went home for a bit and got things set up and hung out for awhile. Made a few calls around and finally found someone to save me from my house. Ivan, Nikki and Trisha came and picked me up around 10:15ish. We stopped at Wal-Mart to get some drinks and then head down to the aves. We got to Nikki's and a handful of people where there. Everyone expected and some new faces. We all ended up hanging out, chatting, surfing the web and doodling. While I was on the web I was speaking with Tara about Kayla's arrival and making sure what was happening so I could go see her. Towards the end of the night everyone had their face glued to their paper sketching shit out. Dumplin ended up falling alseep and stole the dog(lyndsey marie) that loves me more away. Ivan and I made way more than enough calls to Matt's phone to see where they were at but no answer. After everyone was done drawing they put in Iron Man. I sat there and tried to finish as much as I could before the light went out. Drew in the dark for a bit with my ipod as my back light and then received a phone call from a oh so familar voice. It was the voice that has came me up so many nights prior to this, the voice of happiness. I talked to Kayla for a bit and after she asked where I was I told her I was on my way too meet her.
It was now about 1:20ish and I decided that I was not going to sleep on this night. Some where in between getting off the phone with her and having Ryan took me home. I came up with a plan; a plan to steal Kayla away from everyone from the night so we could spend it together. I had Ryan take me to 711 so I could pick up some Hot Chocolate for Kayla and I. I ended up over filling one of the cups and then burnt my tongue on the boiling chocolate beverage. We paid for the Hot Chocolate, got Ryan some food and gas money and it was off to buy flowers. The whole time I had made a plan to be a ninja so they couldn't see me but then he found another store. I ran in and saw some beautiful pink roses, turned out they were dying and out of the corner of my eye I seen these sparkling Red ones. I grabbed them without checking the price, checked out and bounced. I got a call asking where I was and replied "Down the street, I will see you in a minute". Come to find out they were at the wrong Wal-Mart. This gave me time to grab my vechile and get everything set up. We waited for quite awhile because Tara and Sara had no idea how to find my house.
Finally I got them where I could see them and was all smiles. I finally was in arms length of the one I call mine. All smiles and the warmth of her body; my head was in the fucking clouds. After we chatted with everyone we said good night to Tara, Sara, Ryan and Matthew. I walked to my car and got in...Kayla walked around right into the plan. She opened the door and was forced to move the blankets. Only to find a dozen of Roses with her name on them. She claimed them and was nothing but a red face and smiles. We parted our ways from the rest of the group and told her that she had hot chocolate waiting for her. We headed North for the rest of the date. She had no idea where we were going. I've never seen her so happy. Seeing that smile and her eyes light up was the night for me. She was glued to the window looking out the surroundings that I call Home. We hit the city and I showed her usually what the day consists of and who I am. After the drive through the city and some talks it was time to finish off the trip. Ended up past the Capital to the "Top of the World" aka Enzyme Peak. We parked the car and I told her to grab her hot cocoa and her blanket. She was in nothing but awh..looking around and only finding herself to be looking at me. I asked for her hand and told her it gets so much better and guided her through the fresh greatest snow on earth. We were then found in eachothers arms, wrapped up in blankets and drinking hot chocolate. Being cute and just having the most amazing thing ever. After cuddling and kissing eachothers cold lips we headed back to the car. She started walking over to the door thinking she was getting in before I stopped her and told her I don't think so. Opened the door and sat her down. I found her then waiting for the kiss before we left. We headed down the road and started talking about what to do next.
We drove around for a good 20 minutes before I decided on either another peak. It was that or back to my house. We both felt more comfortable going back to my place so we headed there. Once we arrived at my place and got out of the car, we found eachother holding hands and I've never felt something so right. It didn't seem like she was leaving...this seemed and should be the way it is now. We quitely snuck into the house, and into my room. It was then were we could finally have our late night conversations and didn't have to wish for eachother by one another's side. She finally got to see what the boy of her dreams does on a nightly routine with her on the phone. We got in bed and was so fucking content being able to cuddle and hold one another. I honestly didn't want this to end. We sat up all night talking, watching A Knight's Tale, cuddling and just being who we are. Since we didn't sleep I have to carry this day on. So far this was one of the best days spent with her. I love you Kayla Rae Anderson. I'm so glad you were by my side through out the night.
-December 7th. Sunday. Didn't want to do anything today. I was pretty sore for some reason. Later in the day I met up with all the boys down at trisha's. I some how ended up talking to Kayla later in the day after receiving a few things that she was passing through town. Talked to her till we both fell alseep and that was the day.
-December 6th. I woke up to Mark telling me how Winston beats me at snoring. Laughed a bit and headed up to the hotel to shower. After everyone was showered and I was partly dressed Mark grabbed his Stunna Shades and yelled bitches we are going to Vegas, better get ready!!! We all loaded up in the bus and headed our way to Rio Grande so we could park. Once we were parked and locked up the motion of freight trains came flying by. It was honestly one of the best ways to start off the days because some other random dude was more pumped on the trains then I was. It never fails at putting a smile on my face and giving a romantic and breathe taking movement. After the freights passed we headed into the Rio Grande to decide when we wanted to hit up the buffet and plan out our day. We walked around the Rio and checked out some shops, then we met up with some girls that Mark had knew. Said what's up and bounced to the Shuttle to the strip. We headed North on the strip first on our adventure. Checking out our favorite hotels and getting some excerise so we would be pumped for dinner. We walked the entire strip with plenty of activities. We headed over to The Fashion Show mall and went into Hot Topic to see if they had the Chelsea Grin cd and Hermione Merch. We complained and then Mark and insisted that EVERYONE had to go through their own door and look like a bad ass when you came out of it! We all picked up our doors and on the count of 3 busted through them like g's! Then Mark's flipping off the camera just started. We hit up all the hotels and ran into a bunch of priceless things. There was some bum over by Bally's that was talking about he doesn't give a fuck if he is drunk or not, shit he could have been drunk. It was some funny shit. Dan and I's main goal was to get every stripper/hooker card that we could so we could give the stack to his mother. They were the baseball cards. We had a good time hitting up all the hotels. Dan almost got in a fight with a bunch of scene d-bags and then Mark and Brad ragged on him for the rest of the weekend. We hit up Game Works at some random point and played some video games, then after that we went to the Coke place. Dan and I decided we were going to try 16 different beverages from around the worlds. A few of the other boys ended up doing the same and we all hated this white like sprite drink. The first of it was ok then fucking disgusting. It was like strong cough medicine and it burned like no other. It was pretty fucking disgusting but all the others were pretty damn good. After we visted hotel after hotel, gambled, and walked the trip it was time to head back to the Rio for dinner. Once we waited a good 45 minutes for the shuttle and figured it would have been faster if we walked. We were finally there. We arrived at the Rio and rushed to Dinner. Got our table and ate a ridicolous amount of food. Brad, Anthony and Jason ate so much Crab it was priceless. Everyone else did their own thing and stuffed their stomachs. After about 5 plates from everyone, a couple of bathroom trips, and desert we headed back to the bus to go pick up Bill and Tracie. We all ended up back at the hotel for some more swimming and tubbing. It was our last night in Vegas. Dan and I weren't so pumped on it. We ended the night in the bus with a big group of people. One of the greatest days and best trips ever.
-December 5th. Today was the day I gaven the chance to visit my second home. A place where you would look at my lifestyle and wonder why the fuck I would want to go back. It's been my second home, it still makes me feel like a little kid at Disney Land for the first time. Even though my second home isn't in California. I know I can always reside to Viva Las Vegas!!! I've been in shock all day and have never been so pumped for a trip. It was the beginning of the weekend!
We hit were already and on the road around 1:15. We had a legit set up in the bus.
6 bunk beds, 1 tv, dexter, a whole lot a food, and "the neighborhood". Our adventure down South wasn't too bad and then we got caught up in Payson and everyone was flipping the fuck out. There is never traffic in Payson and we were there sitting in it. We were all pretty content with our spots. Some would take a minute to rest their ends and others like myself were glued to the tv. After 4 hours of Dexter and few gas station trips were finally in St. George meeting up with some beezy's at Jack in the Box. Mark and I laughed at them and Dan and Anthony chatted away. We thought it was funny that they would text Dan the whole way down saying how excited they were for us to get there and didn't even end up talking. We laughed about that for a good 20 minutes and it was time to focus on more Dexter and snacks. We only had half the battle with the road completed. About 3 hours and 47 minutes later we were on our final stretch of pavement. Mark and I laughed about the 24 hours porn department and Mark was making sure that he was taking a run away mexican out of state hahah. It was last call and we could finally see the aura of Las Vegas! We were all pumped as fuck and I stayed glued to the windshield, sitting on some random things to just to be in awh. We drove through the strip, I was looking at the one thing that I know where ever I am at I will feel connected to =] and hit up our hotel for check in. Once we had our bags pulled in and everyone decided where they were going to sleep we hit up Billy the kid, Tracie, and Kristy to come hang out. Once they arrived it was HOT TUB PARTY! Just imagine about 7 dudes running around in their underwear and bringing the ruckus. We tubbed for a couple of hours then headed back to the hotel to shower off and get some rest for the day a head of us. Jason, Brad and Jordan crashed in the hotel and the rest of us brought our party to the bus and stayed up for a couple more hours before we fell asleep. It was the beginning of our amazing guys only trip in my second home.
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-December 4th. I don't really care about anything. Once again fucking stupid! I want to write something so private that the world will never know of. But that defeats the point of my writing...I want everyone to see it and know how I feel. So I'm not going to say anything at all.203
-December 3rd. Waited up once again for nothing. Fuck fuck fuck fuck December 3rd. Stupid fucking day! All I want to do is run...run into the thing that always leaves, yet always comes back. I want to meet the sunrise that I so desperately wait for on the weekends and wake up too during the week. The sunset is an all day process and I am glued to the windows waiting for it fall at the right time. When that time comes..I'm weightless, happy, content. I would love nothing more than to capture these feelings in a jar. To be able to put my prize possession next to my bed. To have it whenever I please....to the eye I'm a man. To the heart I'm a sailor. I'm a slave to rhe rocky blue sheets with diamonds strewn across them. They move my life in beautiful and dangerous motions. I'm a slave to the day...it has complete control of me.204
-December 2nd. Today's blog will have a part of December 1st and later the real December 2nd will take a part. Today was a legit as fuck Monday! I had a 12 hour school day. Came home to a fixed dinner and waited for Rochelle to get off work and give me the call. Trisha and Nikki messaged me telling me that they wanted to come kidnap me but then I got the call and I grabbed my shit and bounced. Not thinking because I was in a hurry to get the fuck out of my house I forgot to do a couple of things my mother had asked of me. I got in the little Rabbit and we zoomed off with no destination until we were entering Sandy when we decided we would go down town to see the lights. We arrived to our destination and were on the hunt for a bathroom. On the way to Carl Jr's we passed something that had the stench of death, and piss. It was the corner of New York haha. After we took a bathroom break we were off to get hot chocolate and walk around South Temple and check out all of the Christmas lights. We walked around and talked for a good hour; possibly longer and then that. It was my goal to be in the the back ground of everyone's pictures that they were taking and being a smartass to everyone watching fucking statues. After we walked around for a bit longer and I stole Rochelle's apple and ate it we decided to head back to the car. We were supposed be heading home but instead we ended up talking about everything for I don't even know. Time was lost when we started talking. Talking and being able to vent about things to someone of the same sign(aries) is such a better positive thing than to talk to someone else who isn't.
These past couple of days I've kicked my ass emotional, and am getting my shit together to be all what I can be. Thank you Rochelle and Melanie for getting my head in the game. -December 1st and 205
-December 1st.
I'm kicking off December a little early.
I still believe in one man, one women.
I still believe in true love.
I still believe in love at first sight.
I still believe in trust.
I still believe in loyality.
I still believe in Big Foot.
I still believe everything happens for a reason.
I still believe in what I stand for.
I still believe in my friends.
I still believe in my family.
I still believe within myself.
You can't change this!
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