Sunday, October 5, 2008

October Breeze

-October 31st. Me and Anthonee ended up waking up to the house phone ringing it's jolley ass off. Then Ivan's alarm clock waking us up. It wasn't cool at all. Everyone sat around played video games, laughed, eat and chilled on the web. Now we are at Ivan's packing and getting ready but we still have to wait till 10:30 to leave this place. I will keep you updated -October 30th. The last day of my school week! It went by quick as hell and it was time to meet up with everyone and set up our weekend. We all met up at Jakes to situate our rides and it was off to Provo! We talked to the owner of Muse into letting us be able to dance and have a good time. He was helpful and agreed with us. We had to wait all night for the two bands we wanted to see. We sat in the lobby just hanging out, taking pictures in the photobooth, laughing at eachother, and just having a nice get together! I got to see a a lot of people I haven't seen in awhile, and meet some people that I've been waiting to meet. I don't know how Adam G convinced his parent to come down and hang out but it was worth the while and a fucking blast. I'm sorry Joy for you having a bad night, and also to Nicole. Wish my guy friends weren't dicks but what can you do. The show was a very good turn out...there were a few little problems. Girls Girls Girls and Dudes Dudes Dudes. It was a great night and pictures will be up sooner or later. Thank you to Joy Dupree Photography! 237 -October 29th. The days get closer and closer. Days become hours, and the hours slowly turn into minutes. I'm so excited for this weekend and hoping that all of the plans go through so we can hit the road. After this trip I honestly don't know how much longer I will be able to wake up, and live my daily life without you being a phone call away. Today is a very good day; the sun is shining it's warmth, the locals are out and about. What a beautiful Ash Wednesday =] I'm so glad I have the girl of my dreams!!! You wish you could have what we have! 238 -October 28th. Cops need to find better things to do with their jobs then locking up my homies for dumb shit. How do you legally stop someone when they are walking and search them. Then arrest them. FREE RADIO/IVAN! Fucking boner biting faggot ass cops! 239 -October 27th. It would be very nice to enjoy a boat ride on a lake; whether it be in the fall or spring. It's something I want to accomplish! 240 -October 26th. Mentally... 241 -October 25th. I'm so honored to be your first son. Your Peanut.I have my mother to thank for everything I have in life! From giving me life to making me the man I am today! -Thank you Lorine Cordova. You are the most beautiful women and the strongest person I laid eyes upon; with my own two green eyes. You have done a wonderful and an amazing job at raising me Lori. You watched me crawl, smile, throw-up, walk, run, grow, get hurt, cry, laugh, etc.. You've been the one who's been there no matter what to take care of me. To give me the hugs and comfort when I was scared and lost. You give me the confidence to be the best that I can be in life. You've taught me such morals and beliefs that I wouldn't trade for. You are my everything in life. You are the only women in my life Lori. I honestly don't know what I would do with Lorenzo and I if you picked up your bags and left. I look up to you more than anyone in life; I always have. From being a happy family with a loving father and having a front yard, to the times where we had enough money for food and lived out of our Maxima. I don't even have the words to explain how much I love you. As the days grow, and Lorenzo and I fight and you feel like you've failed at keeping a family together. Know that I love you with every part of me. Because if it wasn't for you I would have absolutely nothing in my life. You've made me the honest person I am today. -Thank you Lori for life. We put the ILY back in FAMILY! 242 -October 24th. For the one's who have witnessed me and this kid throw our dukes up and fight; or have heard about me talking about how much I hate I hate the kid, and how happy I would be if he would just go fucking die! Possibly the few of a few know that I really love my brother. I wrote this blog back in August but due to Myspace difficultiies I'm re-doing it. -Thank you This is the only thing I have to blood besides my Mother. We look after eachother when we need it the most, and we give eachother the father figure we don't have. I've watched my brother grow as a person. We have something a lot of people can't learn in school, or by reading a step by step book. Even though you know I hate you...deep down you know I love you with every breath I can create. Even with broken knee's I would still walk just to see you smile. I love you Lorenzo M. A. Cordova; I don't know what I would do if I lost you....You're the little shit I love to call my brother! We are putting the ILY (I love you) BACK IN FAM-I-L-Y!!!!!! 243 -October 23rd. I figured I would take a week off to write about the one's who have impacted my life the most. It's something I've wanted to do and I finally think I have the words straight for everyone. I was browsing through my blogs and I've wrote about a lot of people, but there is someone I've left out of this pictures...so this one goes to Lydia S. Slaker. -Thank you for making me the man I am today. I don't even know where to begin with telling you how thankful I am that you've been a big impact in my life. I look back at all of the pictures, all of letters, all of the full messages, all the fallen tears and all of the uplifting smiles we've had. And I realize that you've made a stronger person than I was. You helped me learn the confidence in myself to speak my mind and share my feelings without worrying. You've witnessed me in my worst times, and you've been the one who picked up when I needed the guidance and the hands I needed to lift me onto my feet. You've been there in those warm summer nights; and you've been there in those cold october nights that slowly turned into freezing winter nights. You gave me some of my best memories, and something I will always hold onto forever. We've been there for eachother on our happiest days, and have been there for eachother when we needed to cry. You know how big of an impact you have on me, and I know it goes for you too. I've been there for you when you need me, and I plan to remain by your side in life. There's nothing more that I could ask for from you. You've given me everything I could have ever asked for. I'm just glad to still be close to you and consider you a best friend. I'm very happy for you and Matthew. He's a better looking version of me anyways and I'm glad you have something in your life that can give you all the joy and happiness you need by your side. There's so many words that can describe what we've been through. I can't set my mind on one of them...so I'm taking the time to thank you. (I think I'm done for now) -Thank you Lydia Suzanne Slaker for making me stronger. This is 244 and I'm taking the time to talk about the one's who mean the most!!!! -October 22nd. Today went right by pretty quick, I don't recall learning or doing one thing in a class today. I slept my school day away and it's pretty pathetic. School ended at 2 and it was time to make up a class. I have a friend in that class with me, we've known eachother since 7th grade. I was minding my own business doing my work and Eric was asleep at the computer desk right next to me...out of the corner of my eye I seen my friend on the ground shaking. I've never witnessed anyone have a seizure before. It was a scary moment to see someone I know be in that situation; helpless and out. It really hit me to see someone in that condition..I've kinda have just dread on it all day. It's experience's like these that make me appreciate the one's I have around me. The one's I've watched grow. He came out of the seizure and puked on my hoodie according to Eric. And for some reason my teacher felt all bad about the situation. She said that I was all cute and all this stuff for letting my friend use my hoodie to support his head. It was very odd and now she has my hoodie cause she wants to wash it. Kinda of odd.... Since I got home, my mind has just been racing with thoughts. I sit here thinking of the past and the future. It seems like it rained a lot last Fall and I miss it. I miss hanging out with my brothers in Ryan's car driving around blasting Jedi Mind and (n1nth) cloud. I miss the beginning of something that has become a part of my life. My mother also thinks I'm becoming sick....I think she's right, but my immune is perfect. I'm just sick of the day to day life I'm living. I want out....I want to start my new life and begin my future. I don't know...I'm past this High School shit; oh yeah! FUCK HISTORY! 245 -October 21st. As the days progress, my feelings increase, my need for sleep becomes a must, my passion to live grows and my will to make her happy is complete. Tonight might be the night I get more than two hours of sleep. I'm fucking stoked. 246 -October 20th. I need a good night's rest. 247 -October 19th. It has been 117 days and even more than that since I've started blogging my year. I look back on it have I've realized that I've grown as a person, and have become stronger in a lot of area's of life. I've had a couple of little crushes in these days, but now I'm finally settled down with some one who is perfect for me in this time of my life. This week has been one of my most successful week in writing. I had about 200 views this week. It blows my mind that my readers are reading my stolen days. I've also noticed that I've been the one to influence a few other people I know into writing about there days, and writing about their thoughts and feelings. I had no idea this would have had such an impact on the ones around me and the ones who look foward to reading about my days. I want to thank everyone once again, who's been apart of my life. Have you ever had nights where you just want to plug in your headphones just so you can hear the music louder and clearer? This is that night. I've grown a passion for writing, it is now something that is apart of my life and honestly will maintain to be a part of it in the future. Right now I'm in the prime of my Senior year; everything is in my favor for me. I'm a little to excited for the future but these are my stolen days and I don't think I'll be giving them back!! 248 -October 18th. It was football day today! We played the lovely Colorado State and gave them a beating of 49 to 16. I got a nice little red sun burn at the game and bumped into a few kids from school that I didn't expect to see. After winning and making our record 8 - 0 and showing BYU what football is all about! I came home to hang out and collect some thoughts by myself. Shortly after that Justin stopped by to hang out and later Nato showed up. I ended up falling asleep on everyone due to only two hours of sleep prior to game day cause of Kayla (way to go babe) I later woke up to a room full of my brothers. Everyone kinda did their own things through out the night and then we all met up back at my place to decide that we were going to have a movie night. We headed over to Justin's for a movie and didn't even doing that. It was a great Saturday to be honest =] 249 -October 17th. The most relaxed Friday ever. Woke up to a bunch of bullshit and laughed. Started the day around 4ish and left about 5ish. I went home to shower and meet up with Justin and Nato. We headed over to a coffee shop so they could get their fix. Nato ended up talking to some beezy's and chatted with them. Later we made a phone call to some kids we haven't seen in a minute. We all decided to get some Beto's before we bounced over to the Boing! House. We shared stories, laughs and good ol memories of the past. As the night progressed we destroyed the street. After everyone was feeling to call it a night we headed home. I arrived home assuming and looking foward to getting a good nights rest before game day. As usual I got caught up with the girl of my dreams and she kept me up all night. Once again an amazing conversation and how I can't explain how happy I am with her. I ended up calling my night in about 8:30 ish. A couple hours before I had to get up and celebrate FOOTBALL DAY! THIS IS OUR FRIDAY NIGHTS! 250 -October 16th. Today I'm getting the chance to blog about October 14th and my response from the 13th. It's been almost a week since we've left Grand Junction. Since we've left the state we could say that is almost a second home. A lot has changed...mostly in myself. I've never been so confident or stoked on life. I've looked for every choice I can make, every cause and effect that I make in my life. These are honestly the greatest days of my life. I have my friends, my family, my world to thank for this. You're the ones that make this so possible. Thank you everyone who's been apart of my life, or have influenced or have made me a better person. The person I am today. _Thank you all. Ricco. 251 -October 15th. Last day of the week. Four days off for U.E.A weekend. Really didn't do too much. Ended up meeting with Ivan and Nato and just hung out. We ended up driving to BFE for nothing and then decided to call it a night. I once again ended my night with someone who makes everything that much better. Fell asleep about twice on that phone call. 252 THESE ARE OUR GREATEST DAYS! -October 14th. It's been more than a week and I've finally got the chance to sit down and tell everyone about the girl of my dreams. Have you ever met someone that can take your breath away with everything they say? Have you met that someone who makes your knees shake in their presence? What about feeling like every kiss is your first kiss? Has that person ever made your lips tremble everytime when they are close to theirs? Have you ever experienced such a starving feeling in your stomach, only to find out that it's hardcore butterflies? Have you ever been so happy and so confident to write and talk about how special that person is!!! I've met that person, and I'm way past confident in what I have! I'm so honored that I have something like this in my life. I'm glad I have the chance to create something out of our dreams, and put them into reality. You're the only person that's been on my mind since I've left. Your the one on my mind when I wake up, and right before I go to bed. I've never felt so comfortable, and so close to someone in my life. I know when there is something I can't through, that your going to be the one to help guide me through those obstacles. You know I will be there for you at all times. Through the lowest and highest points of our friendship, and relationship. I will be the extra set of hands to help you through obstacles you can't handle on your own, I'm going to be the shoulder you need to cry on, I will be your legs when you have nothing to support your body, I will....I am the man of your dreams. I've never met someone like you. I used to a think that someone so down to earth, someone so trust worthy didn't exist. I never thought that the girl of my dreams would be right in front of me, staring at my eyes. You've been the only one who has been able to take away my breath everytime I hear your voice. You've been the one who turns my cloudest days into my brightest. I've never looked so foward into a relationship. I'm ready for what's in store for us. Any obstacle in our path we will be able to handle together. However how tough it may be, I know that I will be the boy that will be holding your hand through out it all. There's so much I miss about you already and it grows everyday. I miss having you be the last person I see before I rest my eyes. I miss having your arms wrapped around me throughout the night and mornings.I miss the comfort and security; being in your arms, I miss the passion in your lips. I miss being able to look into your eyes and watching our Worlds collide. I've seen some of the most breath taking views. And some of the most amazing art work. But none of that compares to when I'm looking at your eyes. I've never seen anything so pure and as beautiful as you Kayla. So people express how they feel in letters, gifts and sex.(NO FOR THE ONES READING, WE HAVEN'T HAD SEX) I've expressed my heart and feelings through every letter of the alphabet. The words I put together to form the sentences and paragraph only comes out with the same meaning.(Kayla) Anything I think about or talk about some how finds it's way back to ground.(Kayla) I'm still so speechless and stunned that I have you to call mine. I never would have thought that everything I've wanted in a women would be the one I have. I'm glad you're the one that I will be building memories with, the one that will be my support system in situations, the one and only girl I look foward bragging about. You are the one I call mine. The one I call babe. Your are my Girlfriend and there's nothing more I would want you to own. I wish I could pour out more of my feelings in the letters of your full name. But I've already have over-filled those letters. And I've already explained so much more of them to you over the phone, and in person. Your the girl of my dreams...and I've found something that I can actually say I've earned. Thank you for everything so far. My Girlfriend > your girlfriend It's only been One Week. But in our Hearts it's been longer. Together we are stronger as ever. =] I'm glad I get to see these days grow! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Her Response THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING BOY I HAVE EVER MET! You know exactly how to make me feel ontop of the world, and to have emotions I've never felt. You leave me speechless, breathless. I can't even begin to think of the words to describe my feelings for you, my thoughts just race at the sound of your name. I'm so excitied for what is happening and what will. I'm your blue skys and your my sunshine. Ricco Demetrius Cordova, you mean the world to me. I don't even care that its only been a week or what people might say. I know how I feel, I know how you feel, and that is the only thing that matters to me. The butterflies are still dominating my stomach. MINE! 253 -October 13th. I've never been so tired..so devastated. I did come home to receive this though. Check it out. October 13, 2008 - Monday - 9:57 PM You've inspired me to write about my feelings. Have you ever stayed up all night just to hear someone's voice on the other end of the phone for just a minute? Have you ever been so happy you completely forgot about reality? Have you ever had a void in your stomach, thinking it was hunger, only to find it's emptiness, loneliness, and a way you never thought you would feel about someone. I have, thats what I'm going through right now. I had such an amazing time with you and all your friends. You are the most breath-taking person I have ever met, you are so pure and mean every word you say to me. I miss looking into your eyes, touching your face, holding your hand, falling asleep next to you, and having the comfort of knowing your around. I miss kissing you with so much emotion, hugging you tight, listening to you laugh, and watching you smile. I miss being to nervous to tell you what I was thinking, so I would text it in my phone so you could read it and respond. Above all, Ricco I miss you, so much it's starting to hurt. I know, believe me I know how gay this is, but I just can't help it. You make me so happy, just looking at you puts a smile on my face. I know I only have to wait a little while until I see you, but that little while is going to carry on forever. I'm excitied to be doing this, what we have. I'm psyched to make this work. I'm ready for any challenges that may come between us, and I know I can handle and work with you through them. I'm extremely happy with what happened, and what we can remember about your time being here. (For everyone that will probably ask, NO WE DID NOT, for the 15th time, hahaha) Waking up without you next to me made me so upset, and realizing today I have to deal with my stress, with not having a job, with my dad. It really sucks you aren't here to kiss my forehead, make me smile, and tell me everythings going to be okay. As of right now all I can say is, I miss you, I like you a lot, I love what we have and what we've shared, I can't wait to see what the future holds, and I'm excitied to hear your voice tonight. My Boyfriend > You. :) I've never had someone so amazing in my life. Even without her being next to me, she still knows how to make my day. That was two hundred and fifty four from the ninesevenOH! -October 12th. Waking up to your friends screaming your name is the worst way to wake up. It puts you in a fucked up mood. Gladly for me I had someone there with me to drag me out of this funk. After picking up the house for Joe's parents, we bounced on out of there and headed over to the apartment. We ended up waking everyone up there and stealing their beds so we could actually get some sleep in before the show. I'm sure Joe stole a blow up doll and it shortly became Corbin's new fucke buddy, and Devan's Girlfriends. Her name was Catherine. Jon Jon got fucked with when he fell asleep, so did I (fuckers) After that I jumped in the shower and half of us ended up talking about the streets in Salt Lake. After everyone got ready for the show it was time to head on over there! I'm not going to write about the show cause there's way to much. Thank you for Made For War for setting up such an amazing show. Thanks to Sovereign Strength, Saving Grace(New Zeland), Wrench in the Works, Man of Sorrows and And Embers Rise for playing such an amazing show. Honestly one of the best shows I've been too. (Group Photo: Sovereign Strength, Saving Grace, Man of Sorrows, Made for War, Wrench in the Works and And Embers Rise!) In between sets and whenever I was tired I spent my time with Kayla. Today was our last day with eachother. It was the only thing we could speak of. Neither of us didn't want to leave eachother because of our memories we made in the last week. It was the hardest thing for both of us knowning that I would be leaving. Words can't even explain what was going through my mind when the group photos were done and I said bye to all my Colorado Brothers. The rest of the time it was holding onto Kayla...trying to convince myself that it wasn't happening....sadly we knew it was reality. Carlos gave us the best of luck and his support. So did the rest of our friends... it was honestly the hardest thing I've done in life. One of the brothers was playing all this slow dancing sad music on the piano..I strongly asked Kayla to slow dance. She turned red with nothing but happiness. Then Ivan said that we had to go. We walked outside hand and hand; held onto eachother for a few more minutes and sadly I said good bye one last time and wrapped myself up under her arms. We made our features collide one more time and I was off. As soon as I got into the car I told Justin just to go...I couldn't take the fact that I was leaving and the impact was now starting to hit me. As I teared up and we drove off we headed home. We stopped at Mickey D's to grab some food..then the gas station to grab some drinks and fill up the tank. The drive home consisted of us talking about how were are going to miss everyone. Everyone seemed to ask about Kayla and I. Everyone was really supportive about this...and it made me tear up once more. Thank you Ivan, Justin, Devan and everyone else who is willing to help me out in this. I love you guys more than ever. This is what Family is for. You can't take this away from this. We drove the rest of our hours listening to Comeback Kid and our great Road Trip music. (Straight Edge Group Photo) THIS WAS THE BEST 5 DAYS OF MY LIFE. This trip made me a stronger and a better human being. -Thank you Made For War, a big thanks for Carlos being really supportive...and especially to you Kayla. I ended my greatest five days on 255 -October 11th. It was a stormy day...a day of unfinished business. Kayla and I woke up to Devan busting in the door and singing some of his songs. It was a great thing to wake up to. After everyone was dressed and ready. We all kinda ended up doing our own things, with our own problems. It was a slow day...and a very thoughtful day. After everyone was squashed; Brian decided that it was his time to call it good and leave. We all wished he could have stayed for the show..but there was no talking him out of it. On the other hand with all the drama I was not going to let it drag me down...and be miserable. I got another chance to lie down to that very special girl who makes even the stormiest and darkest days; my brightest. It was our 2 day..and we stayed up once again watching the minutes turn into hours as we talked and slept the night away. Everyone kept coming in the room full of excitement. It was Devan eating pie crust and singing us songs, to B-Money breaking closest doors, Joe farting on Mom, and telling rasict jokes the whole night! It was mine and Kayla's last night to be able to fall alseep next to eachother. So we made it the best of what we had (for the ones reading WE DID NOT DO IT) It was something we both didn't want to give up, knowing that after tonight was the last night together in the prime of the night. It was a night to rember. Falling asleep next to someone who makes your days the brightest....is almost as better as waking up and knowning that they're going to be right next to you. I'm still in shock about everything that has happened...that's 256 out of my glorious 365. -Thank you -October 10th. Woke up to everyone running around the house and Joe was screaming at something. Everyone decided to bounce and hit up the mall and grab some food. Justin on the other hand went to the store and bought something we could make. He ended up making some bomb ass spaghetti and we just hung out. We sat around and talked for most of the day. Listened to music and took turns fucking with the ones who left their myspace's on. It was time for the sun to call it a day and lie to rest. The rest of the cats showed up with even more groceries. I guess they had the bright idea to BBQ for this night. So we fired up the grill and cooked that shit. After everyone had filled up their stomachs we put in Beavis and Butthead, then finished up the night with our classic of Green Street Hooligans. Finally everyone got to the put where we all called it a night. Mine on the other hand...was just beginning. I found myself lying in bed with kayla, trying to make sense that it was actually happeneing. This was our night to do nothing but look into eachothers eyes and talk. I had to open my big mouth and say something I was so nervous to say, but little ms smartass some how got me to spill the words that were holding me down. I've never been anymore happier with the decisions I've made. Tonight was the beginning..of a relationship that everyone supports. This is a day that I will never forget in my history books. I wouldn't want to live my 257 any other way. -October 9th. After waking up to a beautiful face and half the boys running and jumping on shit. I sat in bed, trying to give everything I had to pull myself out and get ready for the day. It was a pretty laid back day. Nothing but resting and good jokes and times. 258 -October 8th. Went to school all day. I had an on going battle with the clock and hoping that the day would go by quicker. The clock always seemed to be beating me. Finally it was 2 and it was time to grab my bags and get out of here. Justin met me at my house and the adventure was on. We had a 4 hour drive ahead of us that we didn't know would change our lives. I ended up getting sick on the way up here and had to make a restroom break. Some where in price we found a cemetry with about 20 whole families buried in them. Ivan and I joked about if one of us got bite by a rattle snake who would do what and cha cha what do in case of snake bite. After these little pit stops and a gas station to fill up some drinks and get our sweet tooth craving on; it was back on the road. We still had about 3 hours ahead of us. We passed the time of these hours with sing-a-longs, drawing a penis on jon jon, passing big trucks, and good ol laughs and talks. The sun was finally going down and I've never seen anything more beautiful in my life. For the ones who know how I am with sunsets....this is one that had me at hello. Every fade and colored blended just right with eachother. It was something I would love to have everyday in my life. Then we had our backs towards the sun and we weren't looking back. I think we blasted the Warriors for a good hour in this time and we all took a power nap...besides justin who had to drive(sucker). Ivan was complaining about how we weren't out of utah yet, anthonee and jon were debating if Colorado even had a Welcome To sign and me and justin just blasted some good ol road trip music( Tiefighter for the ones who don't know) After an hour and a half of this we hit a sign that said Grand Junction Colorado turn here for exit. The car was up with cheers that now we could park and walk around and show our asses some love. We ended up getting lost and had to call our MFW boys to come rescue us. This whole F street and 3 and half shit is not what I'm used to. Joe and everyone pulled up in their Gangsta ass Ponitac and there was something in the back seat that took me off my feet. Everyone exchanged their words of "I've missed you, and how are you" and then it was off to get food. Someone shouted Taco Shit and I wasn't down. We drove over to Taco Bell and not even being in Grand Junction for 3 or 5 minutes. Anthonee already beat the shit out of some kid. We had to bounce that taco bell and head to another one. After everyone filled their tummy's it was time to head over to the apartment. We all sat around and had our times of laughter, and times of quite(wasn't that often). It was like being at the old apartment again, just with a whole another set of brothers. The night went good for all. I got a sprite, got me a massage and had a walk to remember. Every thing is so clearier out here, I've never seen the sky so lit up with stars. I had someone to enjoy this moment with me and I'm glad I took the chance. I fell asleep on the concrete and would wake up to a set of the prettiest eyes I've seen in awhile, we decided to head back to the apartment and call it a night. When we got back everyone was asleep, except jon jon cause he was playing some video game for 5 hours. Anthonee was passed out on the bed and then woke up to yell and be a little kid. I layed down with someone who completes my day(kayla) with a blanket the size of a fucking towel. Talked for a bit, lost my gauge and passed out hardcore. WHAT I LIVE FOR I DIE FOR! 259 pictures of our adventure will be up when I get back in the week. -October 7th. Today I received a phone call from a good friend of mine that she was shipping out to the army this week. It would be the last week of seeing someone that's been there for so much to not seeing them until x-mas. I don't like having the feeling of knowning someone close to me is leaving for something I don't agree with, but I respect their choices. I didn't think I would have someone else bouncing to go save our Country after Micheal left. But all is good and we had some good times before you left kimmeh. Weston is a fucking goob and now you're finally in my amazing blog...as in your words!!!! 260 -October 6th. Monday. School day and I had to stay there until 6. Fuck that weak shit!261

-October 5th. Today was Morgan Olsen's fundraiser. I didn't show up when I wanted to so me and Jon Jon headed over there around 4 or 4:30 ish. We got their when everything was just dying down. The Car Show was done with and everyone was already gone. It was a good turn out. Over Five Thousand dollars were donated to the Olsen Family. I seen some kids I haven't seen since Graduation or since the Summer. Brian Wilson and I ended up just talking and offered that we should go get some Noodles & Company. I love Noodles & Comp. so much. We bumped into some of the Hermione Boys and they were off to their own little adventure. Ian is one crazy kid and you'll find out more about that later. Today was a very good day for a Sunday. Uh Uh that's 262 -October 4th. My plans fell short of hanging out with Nicole. So the boys decided it was their day to come and hang out cause we haven't seen eachother in a minute. The storm rolled in and I don't think any of us could have been any happier. Nothing was going on for this rainy Saturday. We all crowded up in my room and drew, talked and listened to music. It was another laid back for a weekend which was very relaxing.263

-October 3rd. The last day of the week and the week was slower than slow. Went to remediation for a bit and then left cause there's no way I was sitting in there till 6. Come home and picked up the house a bit and just relaxed at home. Cami came over and we hung out and talked for a long time. Nothing really happened. It was a pretty laid back Friday and I enjoyed it very much.264 -October 2nd. It was football day today! There was only one thing on my mind. Oregon State. This game was our biggest game of the year. Oregon beat the national team last weekend. So we had to bring the rukus and show them whose house they were in! I had to stay after school till about 5 o' clock and I couldn't have been anymore impatient to get to the game. It was nice though because KT and Taryn brought me and Eric home made brown paper bag lunches. So thank you girls! After we eat our pb and j's my mother arrived to get me out of class so we would go support our undefiated team of 5-0! We rushed home to grab our blankets and throw on our gear and get up to the meeting spot so they could have a little tailgate party. We arrived up there at a decent time. Finally it was time to walk up to the Stadium! Kick off came and we already down 3 to 0. We ended up tiing the game later. The second half came and Brian Johnson was not showing his team his A game. Everyone was disapointed and we had no hope of winning. Oregon State came back from two touchdowns and the score was now 21 to 20 (Oregon State) Oregon ended up intercepting the ball to make the score 28 to 20. Then the last two minutes came into effect. We had a big pass that put our fans and our players back into the game. With the last 1:45 on the clock. We scored a touchdown making us 26. We were still down two points so we went for the two extra points. First attempt Oregon got a pass interference penalty. Giving us another chance at the two points. Our second attempt made us 28 to 28. We kicked off the ball to Oregon only to drive them no where. They were forced to punt it to us and it was our game once again. With 53 seconds on the clock we ran the ball into field goal territory. Then our boy Louie came in to win the game. All noises dropped for this moment...the ball snapped and Louie kicked a beautiful 33 yard field goal to win the game! THE STANDS WENT NUTS! We ended up winning the game of no hope and rushed the field. While running to the fence security was already taking out people getting on the field. By the time I got down there they gave up. The most historic and best FOOTBALL GAME I've ever witnessed. That made my day but I'm pretty damn sure I won't have a voice tomorrow =] We are 6-0. Undefeated. Who's scared now! 265 -October 1st. I've never been so tired in my life. I'm not going to complain though because it's been worth the while. 266