Wednesday, September 10, 2008

September steez!(365)

-September 29th. Today was an amazing day due to certain exceptions. I'm really glad I could be there for you Kayla =] I had a good time at dinner and just hanging out. 365 - 268 I've completed 197 days. It's going by all too fast -September 28th. LAUNDRY DAY!! I fucking love laundry! 269 -September 27th. It FOOTBALL DAY! We played Weber State today and it was the first time McBride has been back to the stadium since he was fired. It was one hell of a football game and we came out on top; like usual! We have a pretty big game on Thursday. We are playing Oregon State and they've been on their A Game on season. Stop to check in on Thursday for that update! After the game we headed over to The Pie to catch some dinner and celebrate. We ordered the biggest pizza they had thinking that we were going to be able to eat it. Than it came and we all instantly knew it was a bad idea. haha It was a good Saturday. Came home and got to hang out by myself. That's been a first in awhile so it was nice. 270 -September 26th. Today was the day I had to make the desicion of going to the show...or not going to the show. I received a few messages from some kids I haven't seen since they've graduated. So I was destined to go. I ran around trying to figure a way I could get down there...so I had to take into to my hands to fix my bike. I tried to pump it up with one of the car pumper things that plug into the cigg thingy. It didn't work. So I said fuck it I'm taking the car too 711 and will pump it up there. I arrived at 711 only to find out that dude wouldn't give me change; I bought two gatorades to break the bill. He gave me nothing but dimes back that fucker!!!! I ended up walking to the Cleaners right next door and they gave me the quarters I needed. Pumped my tire up and went back to my house to grab the rest of the bike. Got to trax and chilled on it till I got to Galivan. Got off and rode over to the shop to meet up with everyone. We ended up hanging out side for about an hour and a half or something. Finally it was time to begin the show. The show began and we danced, sang a long, jumped on kids...the usuall things at shows. After we all went to Sonic to catch some food and ended up at Dan's for the night. A few kids watched a movie and the rest of us laughed at anthonee and eric play Star Wars Wii. After all the AER kids bounced we sat around telling stories and drink Coke out of the bottle. It was a very good night!! 271 -September 25th. I love the feeling of taking off your shoes and socks after a long day, I love feeling of thinking of that someone who makes your day, I love knowing that however dumb my friends are, they will know I'm here for them. I haven't been able to fall alseep when I would like to. Have you ever had that scent in your bed of that person that makes your day when you don't even have to talk to them? That scent has been lingering in my bed for the last week. It's attached to my blankets and my pillows. Even when I don't want to think of her and I lye my head down, the scent arises in this arouma and brings the memory of that day next to her. I honestly don't know what else to say about this...it's a good thing though..a very good thing. Today I found out that a good family member has been locked up. Adam G is doing time in DT because he's an escape artist. It's in his blood and it's something that he has decided to do with his life. Times aren't always the best, everyone has to get their cherry busted by those Public Enforcers that I call Faggots. I know Adam is pissed off cause he can't have his gauges in. But we love the mother fucker!!!!!! 272 -September 24th. After school I was really frustrated with this History bullshit I had to do. I hate...more like despise History. I think it's a pointless thing to learn. You should only learn about your Heritage and that's has far as it goes for History. As I was sitting at my computer and trying to understand this stupid assignment Jeze and to bust down my door like she was the god damn Sheriff and scared the living mexican out of me. Fucking Jeze scaring me and shit. Jeze told me her situation and why she was over. So I agreed to help her go buy gold fish and help her answer get stuff ready to answer her Home Coming Date. We drove to Petco to go pick up the fish...we looked around a bit and I complained about how I want another lizard. After that we bounced over to this kids work to deliever the message. Once that was completed we headed over to Red Robin so she could check out another dress out for Home Coming. That was pretty much my evening. Soon as I got home I called Nato up cause I missed my boys. He agreed to come and pick me up. A bunch of the guys ended up at my house and then we headed over to the real house to have a discussion. I think it went really well and honestly think people need to get their shit straight and not be stupid. My brothers know that I love them all..We've made our memories...and will always remain as one! 273 -September 23rd. It was movie day today. I watched Green Street about 6 times. Once with Jeze while we were waiting on Tabby who didn't know what time to come over because she's a newbie like that! And then a few more times after she left. I had so much on my mind...and there was only one thing on my mind. So later at night I finally got to get off my chest that was bugging me and I'm honestly really glad it went the way it did. =] Let's just see how things will go...I have a good feeling 274 -September 22nd. To jump it off, today felt like a Tuesday to me. About 6 minutes I found out why it feels like a Tuesday to me because I only have 4 days of school this week. I'm pretty pumped on today. It was a very nice rainy day and it put me in a good mood. Even though it wasn't a Thursday rainy day. It still just has good. Bonnie, Mel Bell and a very good talk like usual in Slcc Art. I love these women to death. There's so much I want to bring up but I never do...I honestly don't know what I would do if I didn't have these very special people in my life. After school I hung out with Jess and Tabby. It was a day I wouldn't forget. Tabby and Jess tried on Home Coming Dresses and then pretty much lounged around in them all day. After being set into their dresses Tabby went on a ramble about everything and Jess and I laughed cause it would be something that would happen after a Home Coming dance and Tabby was acting like a drunk valley girl. I'm very grateful that I had the oppurtunity to spend my evening with Tabby and Jess. I love having a change in my life. Jess and I ended up leaving Tabby's house because she had dinner to eat. So we went to my house to have our second day of Pb & J's. For some reason whenever I'm with certain people...I tend to pour my guts out to them. I told Jess things I usually keep to myself. I don't know if it was a bad or good thing. I kinda felt stupid talking about it...but it was too late to go back. The talk then ended and I took some medicine to help recover over my sickness and it put me straight to sleep. I found myself waking up to Jess laughing at Rautolie or however you spell that fucking name!!! It was defiantly like watching a child moment. I'm beginning to learn so much about the people around me. Before I really never cared to learn about these young bloodz. Learning about them is a whole different experience. They live way different lives then anyone I've ever met so far. I know this date entry has been really long so far. I've done some thinking and honestly I hope everything that is going on in my life works out for the best. 275 -September 21st. I was very iffy about every thing today. I honestly didn't feel like doing anything but I had plans already set for the day. Kimmeh came over for the first time in god know how long! It was a nice day to catch up and talk with her. I learned a lot of knew information I didn't know about and some things I would have never expected to happen. Kimmeh was over till like 3 and it was an alright day for being a Sunday. Two Hundered and Seventy Six Days have been completed. GET SOME GET SOME! -September 20th. A chance to waste a Saturday. I've been up since 1 so far and just spent the day with her. My body is tired, my legs are weak. But my mind has been in a non-stop race for 48 hours. I've been try decide wether or not if I want to do something. I don't feel like going out to a place and doing the exact same fucking thing that I would be doing at Home. I don't feel like being cramped in a house with 15 dudes that I'm sick of. Really honestly don't feel like being in a place anymore where I feel like I've lost touched with. I need a change... I need something new. Quite frankley I don't know if I've already have found it and I'm just ignoring the truth and pushing it away. All I do know is I've shot down plans with Cami. Cause fuck Nightmare on 13th! I honestly would rather just watch the day die with my eyes fixed towards the window. Hopefully this changes...cause I feel nothing right now. -September 19th. Another Friday has gone off the list. Me and Jeze hung out after school for the first time ever. She showed me a different way of having fun. I mean who puts little face stickers on their chin and lays upside down and talks about the most random shit? haha that's right Jeze and I do. It was a good time. We learned more about eachother and it strenghtened our relationship. Then Cami came over. I had no idea what I was in store for, and then she arrived. We all sat down and chatted and listened to music. Jeze ended up having to go and she left. We ended up going for a walk and it put me in a really deep thinking mode. That's all I could do....we talked some more and than went back to my house cause I had to pee like a fucking race horse. Thing were pretty good...and then night time came around and it was semi-awkward and kinda of stand offish. I haven't came to a conclusion of the night... I still don't know.. Oh yeah Kyle and Dave are more than likely in Jail right now. haha Fuck Da' Police. They be locking up all my homies!!! 278 -September 18th. Felt pretty shit still. Can't recall what went on.279 -September 17th. The progessing of the sickness. I woke up today to find myself feeling like a slug. Without a voice or any motivation to reach up for my sprite to damping my vocal cords. I found myself on the phone with my mother, suprisingly letting me stay home. After tossing and turning in my sleep, and every once in awhile waking up to Jackass 2 I realized that being is sick is the closest thing to being crippled. I feel so helpless. Honestly I would have rather been ast school than I would have be sick and coughing. I will upload a picture that reminds me of this terrible time in my life. 280 -September 16th. I woke up sick. I figured that it wasn't too bad so I would bring myself to it and go to school. As the day went on, my cold progressed. Leaving me with the werst headache due to all the build up of boogies in my nose. Being sick is honestly the worst thing ever. I find it embarrassing. To have to get up ever couple of minutes to grab a tissue just to wipe away running snot. To have all your teacher be like ooo your not looking so well today. I would honestly run through glass than have to be sick. Today was the starting of the cold. I also found Jesus Fucking Christ today! His name is Kevin Russ! 281. -September 15th. Absolutely nothing happened besides: Waking up for school, going to school, getting out of school, getting home, sleeping and uploading new photos for a few of the fellas Today was a day too myself. 282 -September 14th. Sunday. It was an amazing day. The breeze of fall was in the air. And there was only thing that was on my mind. Over the last couple of days I have forgot to mention that I've been thinking alot about a very beautiful, and amazing girl who has made a big impact in my life. I called that very women today, and she picked up. That familar feeling of hearing her pick up the phone excited, and suprised that I was calling was priceless. The Fall has been the only thing I've looked foward and I honestly don't know why. It brings every memory back of this women. So much was built during this wonderful season that I call my favorite. We finally got the chance to take the time and talk about how things are going in our lives. It was a very good thing...I honestly don't know what else to write about though because it's a very touchy subject and when I think about this women. My words usually never come out correct and I find myself stumbling over my own tongue. I'm glad I got to talk to her..it's been too long. 283 -September 13th. After a good night of sleep and listening to Devan and Ivan laugh as if they were fucking crack heads. We complained about how sore we were and how we need to find a ride so we could get to our bbq. The Bbq turned out way better than I expected. It was a very good turn out, and Justin was cooking some bomb ass meat. Hell yeah. Can I get a Hell YEAH! I'm glad we had the chance to get together and finally have this bbq that we have been planning for so long. I want to thank everyone who came out and had a good time. It was a day I won't forget. 284 -September 12th. Very good school day. Today was a day of desicion. It was either hang out with a very adorable girl and go watch our Varisty team get their asses handed to them. Or go kick it with the boys at the Hermione show. Since plans didn't go through with the girl, I had no choice but to go hang out with my boys. The show as better than expected. We all got in free, super fucking guest list shit. I met some really interesting people and I'm glad I did. I got to see Joy Dupree, whom I haven't seen in ages and got to do the things that I love most in the world. I ended up pulling my Calf Muscle though during the pile ons. So I'm a little bummed about that but I can't complain. It was a good way to kick off the weekend. 285 -September 11th. It was a day where the whole Country was remembering the incident that happened years ago. There really wasn't too much talk about it. We talked about in maybe two classes. There was a Football game today and we fucking lost cause we suck more dick than hookers for crack! I didn't even go to the game. I caught up on some amazing sleep. Sorry this is so whack and short, it's been awhile since I've had the keyboard in front of me. 286 -September 10th.It was a family outting today. I got to spend time with my grandmother and my cousins. It was just like the old days. So we kicked off with getting some food before the movie. And OH MY FUCKING GOD was that best shit I've had in awhile. I'm not going to let you know because I'm pretty sure I will bringing some people to it. Afterwords we went to a movie. Tropical Thunder. For the first like 20 minutes maybe I thought it was the stupidiest fucking thing ever, still funny but dumb. Than it turned out to be fucking amazing and hillarious. I hightly reccomend that shit. 287 -September 9th. I've been really busy and took a lesson in life. How ever much you are pissed at something. It doesn't change the fact that it's gone. But I'm not going to give up something that I've grown to love. I have to keep writing for the people who have been checking in and reading my life. I thank every single one of you for your support. Every word...ever dot is dedicated to you. I'M FUCKING BACK! So we are going to kick this shit off again and there will be alot more to hear from me. 288 -September 8th. I honestly did not feel like writing for this year. I felt like so much of my past was erased. This is my history book for a year and how can you have a history when days were blogged? So I was kinda upset about writing and didn't do anything until now. But I'm not going to give up something that I've grown to love. I have to keep writing for the people who have been checking in and reading my life. I thank every single one of you for your support. Every word...ever dot is dedicated to you. I'M FUCKING BACK! So we are going to kick this shit off again and there will be alot more to hear from me. 289 -September 7th. THE DEATH OF BLOGS! I logged in today to start up my daily writing. To come out that my first FOUR days have been erasing themselves. I was very devastated about what happened. I was talking to a homie from SUHC and he told me to cut some of them out and save it because myspace likes to be fucking gay and hide my shit. So I tried it out and it didn't work. Still frustrated I went to paste them back in...and nothing showed up. So I lost a good WEEK OF MY AUGUST BLOGGING and MY FIRST WEEK OF SEPT! FUCK 290 -September 6th. FOOTBALL DAY! Today we played UNLV! We showed up a couple minutes to the game. Found our seats and seen a few friends from school. We were down 7 already. The game was an amazing game. We were trailing behind UNLV for the first half. Than the second half came and we did what we do best and fucked shit up. We ended up winning UNLV. 42 to 21. Making us 2 and 0. After coming home and going over to the house, it was almost midnight. It was Ivan's birthday. The day everyone was waiting for to see him get his birthday beatings from the ones he beat. We ended up missing the beating..but seen some videos of him getting dropkicked. After the Birthday bash was over. I caught a ride home from Shaq. I don't know if anyone got to see the sky. But it was the most amazing night I've seen. You could see every star. Every constilation. 291 -September 5th. Today was a day that felt like a Thursday and defiantly not a Friday. The day was slow..eery kind of. Than family drama went down and it was the most immature I've ever seen from the people that mean the most to me. It was like watching two kids fight at the Sandbox. Honestly something I would have never expected from two grown ass men.292 -September 4th. I got some new kicks today. Me and my brother got to spend time with our grandmother. It was an all around good day. On the drive home, I seen one of the prettiest sunsets I've seen in awhile. It had me glued to the window like a child looking through the glass at the thing he wants the most. Today was a good day.293 -September 3rd. Have you ever met someone, who at all costs can make you smile and feel like the biggest fucking newb in the world? There's times where she will come around from the corner with her beautiful smile and attention stealing blue/green eyes. When she shouts my name. She makes me smile. As she opens her arms for a hug. She makes me nervous. As she squeezes her arms around me. She makes me feel so small. When she is around me I feel like a 5 yr old child, trying to hide for safety behind his mother. There's times where I don't want to her face. Only because I can't help but stare. There's times I don't want her to talk. Only because she makes me stutter. There's times I don't want her to hug me. Because I feel so small, with the strength of the world on my shoulders. There's times I don't want to see those big blue/green eyes of hers. Only because I hate getting lost in them. I've seen some of the most beautiful things this world has to offer. I've seen sunsets and sunrises that are so unreal. I've seen nights to die for. I've seen the oceans, and the mountains. I've seen waves crash on beaches that still my breathe, I've seen the snow on our hilltops. But nothing more breathe taking than those beautiful bright eyes of hers. 294 -September 2nd University of Utah Schedule!Bold=Home.Not Bold=Away -August 30th. Away at Michigan(WON) -September 6th. At Home(UNLV)(WON)-September 13th. Away at Utah State -September 20th. Away at Air Force -September 27th. Home (WEBER STATE) -October 2nd. Home (OREGON STATE) -October 11th. Away at Wyoming -October 18th. Home (COLORADO STATE) -November 1st. Away at New Mexico -November 6th. HOME (TCU) -November 15th. Away at San Diego State -November 22. HOME BYU RIVAL GAME 295 -September 1st. University of Utah beat Michigan State at Michigan. 296